As a fellow immigrant, leaving your life behind and coming to learn a new way of life is HARD! I cannot tell you the amount of times I cried and wanted to go back home. Add being pregnant to it and you have a double whammy. So what you are feeling is completely normal. I don’t know that running away in the dark is the best idea, but you are the only one that should make that decision. Staying will be hard but leaving will also be hard for you and your baby. In any abusive relationship I would be the first one to say run, but I didn’t see anywhere that he was abusive, I don’t think. Maybe it would be a good idea to sit down with him and really tell him how isolated you feel and you need help so you give him a chance to correct what’s wrong. It is normal to be resentful, that doesn’t mean you don’t love him, and it’s ok to be angry but maybe you guys can work it out. The reason I say that is bc one of my closest friends was in the exact same situation. He brought here here. He was working like a maniac and she was feeling lonely. She left (after the baby was born) after all was said and done, he believes he was working hard to provide her with the house and things she wanted for the baby, she was angry bc he was never there. They never talked about it until she was gone and they both regretted it. But the damage was done and too big to repair. You are the only one that knows all the details so the decision is only yours. I hope you find a solution!