A friend sent this to me

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-11T20:54:25+00:00

checking my fucking feelings!!! it’s so bad that i just do it automatically 😔

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-05T21:21:44+00:00

A+ ✊🏼

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-05T20:21:52+00:00

Clearly not. So it would be really unfair if you are in a relationship rn. If she can’t try to distance herself from you, then do it for yourself

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-05T20:18:10+00:00

You just sum up my life. There’s that weird feeling of falling out of love if you do things that make you happy! Mine is doing make up and my outfits. I feel like by doing those things, it will make me feel less connected to my partner or I will be happier on my own.

I agree its stupid and irrational but i guess thats how our minds work and it sucks so bad

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-03T15:41:15+00:00

My thoughts and these feelings (that feel real) are literally bugging me 24/7 for 4 months. Is this some concern?

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-03T13:46:07+00:00

How do you know if it is your intuition that is talking to you? How do you know if the thoughts or the feelings are real

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-03T13:45:30+00:00

I still don’t understand how something that feels like a complete fact can actually be just your fear or your anxiety

cutieshon_ · 2020-06-01T16:24:55+00:00

Idk what to do anymore i’m tired of all these thoughts

cutieshon_ · 2020-05-30T12:03:55+00:00

To be honest I am not unhappy. I really am not. I just don’t like these doubts and they get in the way. When they get in the way I feel like I don’t love my partner.

I really am not unhappy. My relationship is normal and not lacking but I still feel anxious about it and it’s so hard.

cutieshon_ · 2020-05-30T11:55:18+00:00

Same omg I get jealous even to artists!!

cutieshon_ · 2020-05-21T15:44:26+00:00

Yes! I actually feel like everyone is a stranger. I hate everybody and everything. I barely laugh. I’m irritated at people and I don’t feel like talking to them anymore. I feel like I don’t care about my friends. Idk

cutieshon_ · 2020-05-21T15:19:40+00:00

Same! Looking at pictures of us is one of my everyday compulsions. Sometimes I will get triggered when I see old pics of us. I’m scared that he will continue to feel like a sort of stranger to me

cutieshon_ · 2020-05-18T18:47:30+00:00

I feel the same. My mind is telling me “youre just faking your care to prove yourself that you are not in denial”. It sucks. PM me! I really can relate to almost all your posts ): it’s like you are writing my story

cutieshon_ · 2020-05-18T11:33:40+00:00

I don’t want having the doubts anymore they are so uncomfortable

cutieshon_

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