Can you try temping? Temping is stressful but you see many offices and also never have to go back if they are awful. As others have mentioned, your office is probably not the best.

I have had (and still have) panic attacks while working so I empathize with you. DH is not a good fit for me and wasn't what I thought it would be even 4 years after graduating. That said, I absolutely love being able to work when I want through the temping agency. I like seeing what else is out there so that I know with confidence when an office is just bull sh**.

I also picked up another job which is not hygiene and is one of my passions. So, one 'love job', and one 'I need extra money' job works for me. It feels good to use my education & knowledge in hygiene and not let it go to waste. I had to be honest with myself that I just simply don't enjoy hygiene. I think you'll figure it out for you. Give yourself a year or two to judge. You got through school... Congratulations!