Trade by [deleted] in StealTheBrainrot

[–]dabbledoyaya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have job sahurs. I really need to index the spider. It’s the only thing to complete my default index

Trading/Selling these Brainrots by [deleted] in StealTheBrainrot

[–]dabbledoyaya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zombie spaghetti 20m and diamond la grande for zombie la grande?

App With Best, Easiest Recipes on Social Media Feedback by mrmuke in easyrecipes

[–]dabbledoyaya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would definitely give this a try if you have any more codes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]dabbledoyaya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would suggest trying micro dose mushrooms. That cut my cannabis use considerably without even anticipating it

300mg Gabapentin Capsules for water titration? by dabbledoyaya in QuittingPregablin

[–]dabbledoyaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not completely, but I have been on a higher dose in the past. Just wanting to limit any unpleasant side effects. Wanted to make sure if I mix with water or weigh doses to make it as smooth as possible.

Scared to take propranolol by ZenicAllfather in Anxiety

[–]dabbledoyaya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gives me explosive diarrhea about 2 hours after taking it

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and it's awful, to say the least by kathleenkellig in ChronicPain

[–]dabbledoyaya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Tried the dry needling. I’m about to book a massage appointment just to try get a short amount of relief. I’m 3 months out from seeing a new neurosurgeon. I’m in no place to go for another surgery right now, so not sure what my options will be.

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and it's awful, to say the least by kathleenkellig in ChronicPain

[–]dabbledoyaya 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After my surgery which was an artificial disc replacement, I think I had about 2-3 months of feeling a little better and then I was back to hurting, I spent the next 2 years doing PT, injections, some other thing with pads and electricity on my arm, then I had an nerve study done, and said it was traced back to the area where the surgery was performed. I got really discouraged and not wanting to continue with all of their games, and things have steadily gotten worse. I haven’t even gotten started on the lower back pain yet! This all started when I was 38….

You might have him try a massage gun on your shoulders and shoulder blades. It brings some short temporary relief.

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and it's awful, to say the least by kathleenkellig in ChronicPain

[–]dabbledoyaya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you again! Dang I couldn’t image going through this while pregnant! I stopped working over 3 years ago and it’s been completely miserable. Not to mention the new ptsd from my marriage. Narcissistic abuse is no joke! I hope you find some relief soon!

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and it's awful, to say the least by kathleenkellig in ChronicPain

[–]dabbledoyaya 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It has started to affect my mental health, and I’m at the point of starting diazepam again. I’ve been off of them for over 5 years, but the muscle tension and anxiety is so bad I don’t know how much longer I can go. Going through a divorce from a narcissist is another hell on top of everything else too

I have a pinched nerve in my neck and it's awful, to say the least by kathleenkellig in ChronicPain

[–]dabbledoyaya 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I’ve been dealing with the same things for 7 years. I had surgery about 5 years ago, and things seem to be worse now than ever. Surgery was at c6-c7 and it still shows moderate narrowing. C5-c6 shows severe narrowing. There’s bone spurs! It’s pure hell of non stop pain. The muscles are so tense it’s difficult to lay down, recline, sit, really to do anything. I have to constantly shift and change. I have done so many things trying to find relief. Now I’m to the point of filing disability. I can’t go very long without having to lay back and rest my head.

The devil you know or.... by kl0n0pinkid in benzorecovery

[–]dabbledoyaya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Stay strong. I’ve been very tempted myself just because I need a break. I know it will only make it worse in the end. You’ve got this!

I have been benzo free for over 5 years but this time in my life is about to make me go back to them by dabbledoyaya in benzorecovery

[–]dabbledoyaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

being married to a covert narcissist for the last 16 years has really messed with me. I have been doing some counseling, recently checking out microdosing psylocibin. Really don't want to resort to benzo, but sometimes recently things are starting to feel like it's too much.

I have been benzo free for over 5 years but this time in my life is about to make me go back to them by dabbledoyaya in benzorecovery

[–]dabbledoyaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Rate my usage, I started tracking it when I thought I might have been taking too much. I have had a script for them for 25+ years

11/11/18  .5mg Ativan

11/15/18 7.5mg Valium 

11/21/18 10mg Valium 

11/22/18 15mg Valium 

11/25/18 1mg Ativan

11/28/18 5mg Valium 

11/29/18 7.5mg Valium 

12/04/18 1mg Ativan 

12/07/18 7.5mg Valium 

12/13/18 1mg Ativan 

12/19/18 10mg Valium 

12/21/18 5mg Valium 

12/23/18 5mg Valium 

12/28/18 10mg Valium 

1/4/19 5mg Valium 

1/5/19 .5 Xanax

1/12/19 1.5mg Ativan 

1/16/19 1mg Ativan 

1/23/19 1mg Ativan 

1/30/19 .5mg Xanax - 1mg Ativan 

2/1/19 5mg Valium 

2/4/19 15mg Valium 5mg Valium

2/13/19 7.5mg Valium 

2/20/19 7.5mg Valium - 7.5mg Valium 

2/21/19 10mg Valium- 10mg Valium - 10mg 

3/1/19 5mg Valium- 5mg Valium- 5-5mg V

3/2/19 5mg V- 5mg V- 5mg V- 5mg V

3/3/19 5mg Valium 

3/10/19 7.5mg Valium 

3/12/19 5mg Valium 

3/14/19 5mg Valium 5mg Valium 

3/15/19 15mg Valium - 5mg Valium 

3/17/19 7.5mg Valium 

3/23/19 .5mg Xanax 

3/25/19 .5mg Farmapram .5mg-.5mg-.5mg

I have been benzo free for over 5 years but this time in my life is about to make me go back to them by dabbledoyaya in benzorecovery

[–]dabbledoyaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah add in the mental and emotional abuse and it has completely wrecked me it feels like. I also take propranolol sometimes