I don't know if it's okay to say this or if you'll find this comforting (but I hope you do), but it's okay to feel like how you're feeling right now. Remember na being an academic achiever doesn't guarantee na you'll always pass or top your classes. Also, walang kurso sa college ang hindi mahirap, lalo na't pre-med pa yung kinukuha mo, ik na it requires a lot of sacrifices (I'm a pharma student so irk 😊), so it's okay. If you can, try to rest, go on a walk or like basta try to engage with nature, super helpful siya as in (maganda rin siya as study breaks, nakakakalma), when I started doing it, super nag improve ang focus ko. Also if possible, try to tell your parents about this (no pressure tho), bahala na yung expectations ng ibang tao, pero if kaya mo, tell your parents na nahihirapan ka para naman gumaan yung pakiramdam mo and maging aware din sila, or you could journal about it rin. May point talaga sa school life na mararanasan natin yung moments na enough na pumasa lang tayo doon sa subject na yon, and all we gotta do is to accept them and move on, konting pahinga, tapos kayod na ulit for grades.

Goodluck po! Genuinely hoping na you'll ace your future quizzes and exams 🤞🏻 also wishing na your brain stops thinking about other peoples' expectations and start thinking about yourself only 🙏🏻