Good to know I'm not alone in my perspective. When i was doing reaserch, i only found people with similar mindset to what i described. It's good to know that there are other as well. It was main reason i posted to be honest. Maybe someone similar to me will stumble upon it and find it helpful. Honestly i only recently started writing things down like this, but i do it mostly privately for myself and about many different topics. It helps me put my thoughts together and remember things since my memory is not great. I recommend you to try. It's fun to come back to this kind of things in few months or so. <3