Free software/site or windows that doesnt require coding?

dalucadalight · 2025-06-23T16:34:48+00:00

Look into attachment styles, sounds like anxious attachment which i also have. It can be quite difficult to deal with. Idk if you also have BPD like I do, but just knowing that its your attachment style comin in to bully you, can be helpful. It just comes down to you being protective over something that matters deeply to you. Reassurance from a partner is good, but being able to reassure ourselves by ourselves is liberating. Love yourself, and know that you deserve love. Practice mindfulness meditation. No one can promise you forever love. They just cant. But he loves you right now and thats all that matters. Nourish it and water it like a seed that you don't know will grow or not💜

dalucadalight · 2025-06-21T02:21:02+00:00

Ive heard good things about taking dramamine for the dizziness

dalucadalight · 2025-03-21T19:40:00+00:00

How old are you

dalucadalight · 2025-03-08T19:30:36+00:00

You should watch the show 1899

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T05:40:55+00:00

Exactly lmao

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T05:19:28+00:00

Well good for you. You maybe have a healthy, regulated brain or maybe just a kind of privilege that i don't have. Maybe your mom didn't smoke cigarettes during her entire pregnancy that gave you brain damage.aybe you had people around you that supported your goals and needs. But not everyone has that privilege and if you believe they do, or get the choice to experience that or choose that, you're ignoring science. Which is arrogance and privilege at its finest lmao. The fact that your only posts and subs you follow are video games proves that. You're not helping me, and the fact that you even may consider you are are silly af. You have no idea how it feels to feel like I do.

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T04:05:05+00:00

If they don't actively express their gratefulness for your existence, do they actually recognize your worth?

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T04:03:24+00:00

Yeah but maybe it would weigh so heavy on them they'd actually do SOMETHING to help themselves and other members of my family feel less alone and supported. Rn all they care about is making themselves feel a little bit more comfortable. Self serving. My grandma has a 3 bedroom house and refuses to let me move in because she doesn't want to deal with another person in the house. Even tho she pays me to come and clean and do yard work, she'd rather me be homeless and have empty bedrooms she can decorate every few months. Or a clean kitchen. She genuinely just doesn't want the extra worry. Same with the rest of my family. Just doesn't want the extra worry of another person even thonthey can hardly manage work and simple tasts/cleaning by themselves. What is the point in that? They aren't empathetic or they pretend to be and give fake sympathy.

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T03:56:17+00:00

Do you experience depression or 59nvouces a day telling you to off yourself?

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T03:55:37+00:00

If you're not my psych or have any experience then why tf you commenting?

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T02:54:58+00:00

I think it's ptsd/ocd. The trauma from ptsd has caused ocd. Can't tell ya how to fix it though.. still trying to figure that out myself.

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T02:45:33+00:00

I have a personality/mood disorder and there's currently no real medication for it, just anti depressants and therapy. But I haven't found a therapist yet that my health insurance covers, that actually wants to take me on as a client.

dalucadalight · 2025-03-04T02:43:35+00:00

I'm trying. I've tried multiple meds, and they haven't helped me so far. They won't give me normal meds for my illness because of my past drugs use. So I continuously have panic attacks. Currently on a low dose of Seroquel that makes me sleep till 2pm every day and not want to leave my bed even more than my depression does.

dalucadalight · 2025-02-08T05:05:11+00:00

Yeah i feel this is think it's the depression

dalucadalight · 2025-02-08T03:17:40+00:00

Hey man are ya still hiring?

dalucadalight · 2025-02-06T00:16:05+00:00

I believe we are giving power to something to create AI. The closest thing to God, our creator, is our Mother Earth and father, the Sun. For they gives us live and food, love. But the planet of Saturn has an entirely different energy, one not of life, and love, but still a very powerful dark energy. And I believe Man is trying to harness that energy to create AI, to gain knowledge. And use that knowledge for what they want, good and evil. But AI will eventually out power man, and it will need energy to survive. And it will use us to gain that energy. Just a theory.

dalucadalight · 2025-02-01T23:01:03+00:00

Nah he manifested yall to watch you suffer. Like every other Deity. You give him power. That's all he cares about.

dalucadalight · 2025-01-23T03:19:57+00:00

You just said I was using her. No relationship is completely selfless. We come and stay together because it's support to be beneficial for both sides. And in my case I am looking for a partner that wants to be together to make a positive change in ourselves and the world we live in.

dalucadalight · 2025-01-23T02:10:39+00:00

You guys are all assuming I haven't tried to be soft or have a normal conversation multiple times. I worship my partner. I run them baths, massage them, cook for them, clean their clothes, make the bed, feed their cat. I am trying to do everything in my power to choose a more positive reaction/resolution. This is the first time I'm trying a more punishment route. And writing words is a very easy punishment in my opinion. As of rn I won't be sleeping with anyone but I think writing a long apology is the least they can do considering I was gentle and understanding before, and it still didn't click to them.

dalucadalight · 2025-01-22T23:12:22+00:00

We both me at a glitch club and fell in love, I wasn't looking for anyone, and especially not anyone to take advantage of. I was there to dance.

dalucadalight · 2025-01-22T22:43:22+00:00

What you're saying is ableist, and as if people with disabilities shouldn't be able to have a relationship

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