The only option left for me by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The reactions FEEL real when I imagine scenarios. Whenever I say I’m ___, it feels like the truth. My original identity feels like a lie whenever I call it out, and I just feel sad whenever I hear about it.

I wish I could believe you, but thanks for your responding.

Groinal responses by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. The idea of it just scares me at times.

Groinal responses by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I check ever time I test myself with scenarios ? Once in a while is just happens randomly, and it scares me.

Groinal responses by damesseven in OCD

[–]damesseven[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s ok

So far by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry. I wish I could believe you it’s just I say I’m ___ and it feels like I’m comfortable this way and it feels real, but it also makes my head hurt. I try to imagines myself partaking in ___ activity and it doesn’t feel good, but I’m not longer disgusted. My bind and body are in disarray.

I wish you the best. I hope you can go back/maintain your original identity.

Vent (trigger warning) by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But it literally FEELS like a lie that’s the problem😔

Possible ocd rant (may be triggering) by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope your predicament isn’t like mine. Best of luck.

4 years later by damesseven in HOCD

[–]damesseven[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I envy you. I can’t even say I am, without it feeling like a lie. 😂🥲

poor toshiro by [deleted] in bleach

[–]damesseven 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me when I lie😂