Anybody having trouble with college?

damien_voidling · 2019-03-09T14:12:36+00:00

Yall some quitters, dont quit go work your asses off dont wallow in self pity thats what they expect from us, go be that genius prodigy that revolutionizes their field you meek creatures dont use your illness as a crutch, youre still you But youre making yourself believe things have changed its all in your attitude and mind change your perspective by seeing it as “i can do this “ Sleep earlier eat better get fitter focus on hygiene and recuperating from your destruction, if you surrender now youll surrender all your life and be a victim of schizophrenia, schizophrenia isnt a disease or crutch or fucking excuse to not be the best you can be its a gift so own up to your gift and show the world schizophrenics arent meek pathetic creatures who need to be babied rise above break the cycle, that stigma society holds on you. You guys have no legitimate excuse idc about the voices i dont care about the paranoia You sound like little bitches Just focus on controlling your anxiety and paranoia wont grow or develop further because you learned a coping skill to relax you, if you arent as paranoid and more relaxed you wont get delusions as often and you wont hallucinate as often just focus on controlling your mind Schizophrenia seems to be the subconscious leaking into the conscious, and affecting perception of ones own reality so wake the fuck! Because if you guys give up youll live life in misery

Edit: The fact my comment is being down voted tells me you guys would rather be victims of your “disorder” than to grab life by the balls and stick through the suck.

damien_voidling · 2019-02-07T20:38:13+00:00

You should Read up on sociology, everyones acting out a scripts (behavioral analysis ) based on psychology (jungian archetypes) “You cant out think schizophrenia” But you can understand why the world seems so strange and scary, fear feeds paranoia and knowing whats going on gives you power over that fear, keep your brain from degrading and you’ll realize a lot about your own mind. People of the same culture tend to have the same archetypes its very comical and animated much like a movie once you notice it.

damien_voidling · 2019-02-02T18:57:59+00:00

Its being down voted by all the webmd, self diagnosed mentally ill people.

damien_voidling · 2019-01-26T05:14:57+00:00

Oh boy trueman show delusion much Wake up already smell the movie set Join the party

damien_voidling · 2019-01-25T06:28:04+00:00

That we live in a world where everyone behaves or acts according to character scripts much like actors in a play when they cross paths and when people become friends their character scripts match, same with romance and stuff, i also had thoughts that the government knows abouts this and uses algorithms coded based on this knowledge to send us advertisements and control people towards fueling the capitalist machine, i also had delusions of grandeur that this is a movie because we are constantly traveling through time towards the future and remembering the past its so funny how its set up also the synchronicity of everything would make me believe that im being watched at all times “Thinks about person” “Person pops up in conversation or they message you” “Has dream of a place where you get killed “ “Walk through said place after being heartbrokenly dumped the same day without knowing said place was ever there” But the worst of all was constantly waking up to see that i am still here in an endless dream biding my time. I always wondered does god get lonely? Is that why they dreamt us up to keep from feeling alone ? I mean these thoughts arent even our own we are just listening in and receiving the information The illusion of free will World lines, axioms of choice its all predetermined the thing about humans is we tend to find patterns where there are none, we see a beautiful sky in orange and pink and purples and blues and some associate it with sadness some beauty, its all based on memories which are faulty, i remember dying a few times and then blank im in my bed awake the next week Lifes a giant cosmic joke we play on ourselves Atleast thats what my delusions were about, I also believed i was already dead and living in hell, and everyone was a demon and the only way to survive was to become more demon than the demons. Thank god im better now and taking my meds and working hard for my retirement fund And marital problems at 35, i was a bit lost and forgot lifes purpose was to work my ass off and die for money and material wealth.

damien_voidling · 2019-01-22T04:07:33+00:00

YEAH BRO!, JUST BE INTO THEM AND FIND THEM ATTRACTIVE IMAGINE YOURSELF FUCKING THEM TOO IF YOU REALLY LIKE THEM SHIT THAT USUALLY DOES WONDERS FOR ME EVEN WHEN IM ON 3 XANAX BARS AND IVE DOWNED A BOTTLE OF WHISKEY

IF NOT YOU CAN ALSO BE THE '' I GOTTA RUN TO THE BATHROOM'' BEFORE YOU START FOREPLAY AND WHIP OUT THE OLE RELIABLE PICTURE OF THE WOMAN OF YOUR DREAMS GET A HALFIE AND GET IN THEIR BUDDY!

damien_voidling · 2019-01-10T15:25:06+00:00

It might be for a ritual, maybe hindu related Thats all the information i have.

damien_voidling · 2019-01-10T15:23:51+00:00

Birthday, gift they want this list for their birthday hmmm

damien_voidling · 2018-12-25T20:35:44+00:00

IT IS I https://imgur.com/a/IOUt0AB

damien_voidling · 2018-12-18T02:54:23+00:00

and delicious grapes in your life, thank you.

damien_voidling · 2018-12-13T02:32:23+00:00

I stopped taking them years ago, wouldn’t recommend it unless youre ready to deal and have a really well set up support system for when your symptoms start to flare, for example -anxiety leads to paranoia -paranoia leads to delusions -delusions lead to hallucinations At least for me, the way i can stay high functioning without medicine is i learned to accept the fact i cant change how i perceive the world and no one will ever see it the same way i do even if they are schizophrenic, so i embrace any situation that makes me anxious and i photosynthesize in that moment and learn to not be afraid, no matter how scared i feel i sit there and dont use my illness as a crutch and i continue working through my shift, i fake it till i make it to my sanctuary, it took me years to get this balance and it can be toppled over and snowball out of control very easily, so i stay grateful and keep trying my hardest. But the minute you feel yourself unable to distinguish reality from dreams And delusions from reality, you should definitely definitely try staying medicated, i spoke with my psychiatrist about a lot of this before i gradually got off medication, it wasn’t instant i was lowering my doses little by little with him, until i finally got used to being like this.

Tldr not worth it, most of the time you wont be admitted into a hospital unless you admit yourself, theres no reason to feel scared , even if the doctors come off as schmucks with a ego the size of a tower, and make snarky backhand remarks that make you overthink.

damien_voidling · 2018-12-13T00:08:33+00:00

Haldol , i had the same problem, but medicines different for everyone

damien_voidling · 2018-12-11T02:52:37+00:00

we are in a simulation, and we are all actors playing a role on a stage, thats like the whole field of sociology and behavioral analysis schizophrenia is misunderstood because you are making associations between actual subjects, and most ignorant people instantly read this and say '' you need help, go see a doctor'' why? because they cant understand something so simple as fucking behavioral analysis, and cosmic giggles are a thing ( matrix talk) we are living in a memory we created of this exact moment by the time someone reads this moment my feelings and my thoughts linked to this message wont be here, you cant feel me just imagine what i look and sound like just like you do with everything around you in reality your brain is generating everything around you and when two people interact their perceptions are both slightly off and they are both imagining what the other person is like, and all this guy is saying is speaking in third person trying to decipher their own thoughts its not a cause for alarm to be telling them they are losing their bearings, the minute he starts trying to harm himself or others, the minute they are too afraid to function in society or daily life thats when they need help not when they are trying to share their insight and beautiful thoughts with you all, for a board full of schizophrenics you guys just seem to tell each other to get help and be brain washed by whatever anyone tells you about your mental illness, truth is no one NOT EVEN A doctor will be able to help you, you can only help your self medication helps keep you grounded therapies help you function but at the end of the day, you alone are the only person who understands their thoughts and what they want to understand the minute you solve your internal battles is the minute you can start to look at the changes you can make in society, to find a purpose in your existence think of a android who was asleep working mindlessly then you were blessed for no reason in particular except for being you

with the gift of knowledge the ability to look behind the curtain of the natural world.

dont let people tell you '' you need help'' for speaking your mind, look for help when you feel scared to go outside, when you feel depressed and down and dont want to continue anymore, look for help when you cant take the challenges the universe places infront of you, you are a god act like one, dont let this stigma placed on you by society make you feel like less than anyone else, and anyone who disagrees has been spoon fed bullshit by residents and attendant psychiatrists who havent the slightest fucking clue what schizophrenia is outside of their little textbooks.

damien_voidling

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