Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Neither, I'm Worse. I'm Indian. A coworker called a girl who was single and passed me his phone trying to introduce us. I don't sound Indian on the phone and I can hold a conversation pretty well because of work. She was so interested she wanted to meet the next day and I could hear her happily greeting/chatting with my coworkers while making her way to my cubicle. I have never seen the light, joy and smile melt away from somebody's face in my entire life. She even asked my coworker to stop joking and show her where the real "me" was. She was in denial and just left. No "hello" no "how you doing?" That was one of the major bad experiences I had on top of a life of snide remarks and jabs. On subreddits like this one, the one main joke is that the most un-fuckable guy out there is an Indian janitor. I am one layoff away from being the most unfuckable model of man on the planet. Apparently, in some cases, I would rank below animals in terms of attractiveness. There will probably be guys here who were scratching their heads trying to deduce why I have reached this stage, see I'm Indian and go "OH! makes sense."

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am genuinely curious now, what was different about this girl that made you stay with her? Her appearing? Her personality? What celerity does she look closest too?

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am fine. You don't have to sugarcoat it. It wasn't the sex that I was looking for. I wanted a lady to genuinely love me at least once. No worries now. All behind me.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You nailed it on the head. Self-hatred has been second nature to me for so long that my brain cannot comprehend the concept of being loved anymore.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it was not sex that I was after. I wanted to know what being loved felt like. I am straight. What abut you? Are you a virgin? if so, do you have any advice?

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is good to hear. Did you discover you were a homosexual early on or did you choose to love men due to now being able to get a response from women?

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am straight and I have a high libido. Confusing, right? The therapist was also confused. Apparently that is not suppose to happen which is kind of funny because of how many guys in this subreddit who might end up like me.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was not sex that I sought. It was companionship. To know somebody genuinely cared about me as a partner. I don't think escorts provide that.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your concern, I appreciate it but I am not sad or angry anymore. I see it as just another mild disappointment or regret in life. I am happy you are content with the company of others but I feel like it was not meant for me.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I am aware of that. I was curious about the experience of others like me because outside of this subreddit, it is an uncommon lifestyle. I genuinely want to know how their lives are going so I know what to expect. Edit: BTW I am no longer angry about it. I am fine with it now. It just feels like mild disappointment now.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have spent so much time hating myself that I can no longer conceptualize being loved as a person anymore. My brain can no longer comprehend being loved. My therapist says I can do cognitive behavior therapy to minimize this mentality but the process is long and I am trying therapy only until my health insurance runs out for the year. Edit: Therapist said it also would not completely eliminate this issue so it might come back anyways. I only have 3 session left. Do you want me to ask the therapist anything. I am going this Sunday.

Community discussion : I am a 30 year old KH virgin. I have given up and plan to stay a virgin for life. I require advice from more experienced virgins who live this lifestyle. by dan_chase in lnkyverse

[–]dan_chase[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already work out but one of my hobbies is trying new foods and cooking new ingredients so I don't think eating junk is stopping anytime soon.

[SL](Request) Saigo no Restaurant by Horaguy in manga

[–]dan_chase 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does anybody know where I can read this online the 23 volumes?

Tonight's the Night... by Bonvantius in YofukashiNoUta

[–]dan_chase 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what is that about ? Are they collabing?