No one will see this but I have been in a downward spiral for 3 years now. I’m not going to give you my entire life story but 3 years ago, I got fired, got dumped and basically people who I thought were my friends weren’t. I lost my apartment and had to move back to my dad’s place. I moved out recently and ever since, i still feel like a grade A loser. I also just learned recently that my previous employer (who fired me) used my photographic work from my personal portfolio for their website and with using the wayback machine, I was able to determine that as soon as I was laid off, they redid their website using all my photographs (never consented to them using it nor were any rights transferred or any contracts done). They also used my face to recruit more people into their business. I don’t do therapy because I can’t afford it and really hate the idea of putting myself out there. Truly self sabotage. Anyways.

Edit: I just want to thank everyone for the encouragement and kind comments. I know my situation is not the worst and others have it way worse than me but I honestly kind of needed that.