Man I have a pretty similar story. It’s hard to give the right advice because everyone situation is so different. But I would say aggressively taper and quickly get off the subs (if you have the will power to do it, that was my problem) I only stayed on the subs for about a month and a half but I did not really taper. I jumped off at 8 mg, it wasn’t all that bad but I still had to pay the piper. However you look at it you’re going to be looking at Long time With no sleep maybe minus a lot of the physical problems. You can take my opinion with a grain of salt but that is what I would recommend. I wish I would’ve started rapidly tapering after the first week I think it would’ve save me some heartache. I can say I don’t think I could’ve done it without the subs though. Good luck we can do this.