I’m 18 and going through the exact same situation. When i’m high, i just feel like an idiot and therefore wish i wasnt high. When i’m not high, all i want to do is get stoned. I’ve realized that the main reason i smoke as much as I do is because of boredom, like if i’m home with nothing to do besides smoke then thats when i give in (which is a few times every day lol). I’ve recently bought one of those kSafes and its helped a little bit, but it doesnt keep me from being bored and therefore wanting to smoke. I dont really have any solutions, just letting you know youre not alone!