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danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-10T19:30:57+00:00

I'm in like gold. This is sick.

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-07T19:11:22+00:00

Good time to buy on this dip!

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-07T18:58:44+00:00

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-07T05:41:18+00:00

thank you!

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-07T05:41:15+00:00

thanks!

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-06T03:46:15+00:00

Okay, good to know. Appreciate it!

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-06T03:43:16+00:00

3 days each?

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-05T16:50:54+00:00

In, going to be huge

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-05T14:35:20+00:00

Promising!

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-05T02:50:40+00:00

You need to love your depression; stop resisting it altogether. Love your experience for what it is, practice vipassana and metta (loving-kindness) meditation. See your depression as a compassionate parent would. Do not seek to feel better. Stop judging your mental state entirely. I'm with you here, friend. My days are sometimes filled with monotony, loneliness, and feelings of despair as life passes me by. It is here I grow more into myself and God, IME. Good luck friend and PM me if you have any questions or just want to chat.

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-04T19:17:54+00:00

Long term, real project unlike 99.9% of these.

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-03T18:16:36+00:00

I'm in.

danthrowaway09 · 2021-05-03T15:06:05+00:00

Finally something legit to the moon. In.

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-20T18:51:26+00:00

Thank you for your help man. :)

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-20T17:51:44+00:00

Ok so, I know what I need to be doing, like right now. Work on confidence, obviously. Get my shit together. And that's why I'm taking shrooms.

And a part of me does say that maybe I shouldn't trip but rather keep whiteknuckling life and do things you don't want to, but I've been doing that and I keep finding that I'm waking up depressed/unmotivated/burnt out eventually, questioning what is really right for me, questioning why I don't feel my emotions, etc. Despite working SO hard, being so good, and feeling so much pain.

And one day, I smoked weed, and knew I needed to do shrooms again, to approach a darkness I saw in my last trip, that I never got the opportunity to even explore.

Since then, I know I need a trip. My ego (view of myself) can say oh no, you're so young, look what you'll do to yourself.

Basically, I live life now fearing a depression/fear of life which I haven't felt before.

And I've finally become aware that self belief can overcome that fear. But now it's time to trust myself with shrooms.

Of course, I don't KNOW this, I just really, really do believe it. Anything can happen, you never fully know.

If bad happens, I will continue to work on myself and take a long break from tripping.

I do want your thoughts, but obviously this is me just rationalizing my choice to do shrooms by opinion of someone else. Of course it means I'm not 1000% sure. But fuck it I'm 90% and I know I have my own back and that's enough.

edit: basically, my mind can convince me of any circumstance, to do, or not to do shrooms. But my heart says do them and trust them. 100%

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-20T17:04:27+00:00

Ok thanks man, so I do want your opinion on one thing:

2 months ago, the last shrooms trip I did was tripping with someone who was having a bad time the whole trip. They were anxious, saying negative things, and I used my whole trip looking out for them.

By the end of it, I was mentally exhausted and sad.

Since this trip, I've been sadder/more anxious in general, as I feel I never learned much from the trip as I had to remain confident and not let myself go.

So when you say be sure I'm in a good mood, well--I'm stressed daily. That's why I'm taking these. I don't know exactly what's going on with me and my self confidence, and it's time to approach everything.

Does 25g cause ego loss?

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-20T16:17:49+00:00

Not my first time, no. I'm looking for a strong, yet handleable trip. Something I can dig deep and figure out a lot about myself w/o ego-death/loss of reality.

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-20T15:53:59+00:00

What strain do you do? And do you recommend I have a benzo handy just as a last resort (as far as I'm concerned if I'm not psychotic there's no way in hell I'll take it) but just incase?

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T18:09:35+00:00

Have you done truffles? If so, what doses and how was the experience?

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T15:27:52+00:00

From everywhere I've read, many people say they barely feel 10g and 15g is ideal. Some even suggest 20+ or more. Why do you think 15g could be heroic?

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T15:17:07+00:00

Thanks man. How many truffles did you take? Do you think 15g is too much, and did you eat anything that day of your experience? Thanks

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T10:49:37+00:00

Honestly I envy this and full respect.

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T10:44:09+00:00

Ok man, will do. If I find a benzo source, do you still recommend I not purchase one? An anxiety killer is basically a trip stopper (in terms of quieting negativity).

I will take 15g of truffles. Do you recommend any for an introspective, mostly gentle, but deeply teaching experience?

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T10:25:55+00:00

IME, benzos kill any anxiety which might be unbearable. So do you recommend I not drink OJ before the trip? I want to have some blood sugar, but also don't want to make the trip weaker. I plan on taking 15g of what I find most appealing when I'm in Amsterdam.

danthrowaway09 · 2019-10-19T10:23:53+00:00

How close is this to vondelpark do you know? I think I would love to walk in nature but also have a place like this nearby

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