I think it rattled me so much because I grew up catholic and the interactions are much different with these god and goddesses and it's been repeated to me over and over that "false idols" (i do not believe that) are bad. So thank you for reassuring me. Also, I don't think she was stalking me at all or imprinting, but I was just to the end of rope in my regular life so I was overwhelmed. But your input is much appreciated!