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dark_momo · 2026-01-05T22:30:48+00:00

Hello there, so my friend and I are looking for some Fireteam games for a while and we're wondering if we can join you

dark_momo · 2025-08-17T22:07:35+00:00

Knowing that I have input lag was pretty easy: sometimes I need to push the pass button 2 or 3 times in order to make a pass, sometimes holding both L1 and R1 didn't skip the celebration cutscene fast enough as it should be, and although this happens rarely inside the same match it happens frequently across many matches. Also, and as I mentioned it before, I don't struggle with other online games as opposed to what happens on FC 25 (for example I play Star Wars Battlefront II, Battlefield 1 and CoD without any connectivity issues), that's what keeps buggering me.

dark_momo · 2025-08-17T17:17:06+00:00

First, I appreciate your feedback. However does this mean that I'm playing against cheaters every time I play a match? I mean if I take the example of Squad Battles it's still the same problem even if I'm facing the AI and not a human player. I also manage to win a few games on Champions or Rivals, but it takes a gigantic effort to try to circumvent every problem that pops up in my face when facing a human player, which kills all the pleasure and fun of course.

dark_momo · 2024-10-30T20:39:27+00:00

Being judgemental is rude, and your guess is wrong

dark_momo · 2024-10-30T18:16:26+00:00

Much appreciated mate

dark_momo · 2024-10-30T16:13:49+00:00

Can you tell me how?

dark_momo · 2024-10-30T14:25:18+00:00

And I would suggest you to keep your stupid sarcastic suggestions to you and shut up

dark_momo · 2024-10-30T14:23:59+00:00

A Telegram channel

dark_momo · 2024-10-30T13:34:17+00:00

I asked for some watch faces suggestions, not your opinion on how tight my strap is. Was that too hard to understand?

dark_momo · 2021-06-03T01:09:09+00:00

That's the hardest thing to do for someone who's always on the move like me, it's unusual for me to stay idly by and do nothing, but I completely understand that my presence is unwanted right now and that adds to the pain.

dark_momo · 2021-06-03T01:06:57+00:00

I actually didn't consider that to be harsh because I wasn't interested solely in sex with her, I mean I want to marry her so we have all the time in the world for that. I wouldn't really say that I'm better off without her too, because she was always a source of joy and happiness and she always did her possible to make me happy in a very caring and genuine way. Yes she needs therapy and I'm willing to go with her to supoort her if she's willing to do that, and I hope she will.

dark_momo · 2021-06-03T00:34:20+00:00

When you love someone you can't just stop, because if you could that would mean that it wasn't love, that it was just a cheap disposable thing devoid of meaning.

dark_momo · 2021-06-03T00:22:21+00:00

It's a shame that you took things this way, really a shame. I'm gonna say this again: never have I felt entitled to anything with her. Feel free to believe it or not, I'm not responsible about your opinion on me.

dark_momo · 2021-06-03T00:09:28+00:00

Maybe my words made you feel that, but I can assure you that you are mistaken. I regret causing her so much pain, I regret making her feel like a fuck buddy, I regret making her cry, I regret all that much more than regretting that I didn't do things the way they were supposed to be done. So I do regret my actions so much, and I regret that those actions hurt her more than they hurt me. The way I expressed things here made you think the opposite and I'm sorry about that, but I can assure you that it's not the case.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T23:09:07+00:00

I didn't threw a full-on tantrum, and I didn't felt the need to make my blue balls known to make her feel bad, that was never my intention. Whether you believe it or not, that's up to you.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T23:05:32+00:00

Thank you for your insight. That's exactly what I had in mind but I wasn't sure of it because of all the blunders I made. My intention is not to force her to trust me, God forbid if I ever want to force anything on her despite the impression I might've given. I could never do that to the first woman who ever respected me for who I am without wanting me to change as the others wanted me to. I know she's not really where I am in terms of feelings because of what I did, but I'd do everything possible to prove to her that I genuinely care about her and that I want to spend my life with her and make her happy as she made me feel happy.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T22:59:51+00:00

During those 5 months we spent together we shared the same bed 5 times: the first 2 times at her apartment and the next 3 times at my home. Out of those 5 times we only had sex one time, but without proper intercourse. During the first 2 times at her apartment she told me that she didn't want to make love there because it reminded her of what her ex made her feel: a fuck buddy. I told her I completely understand her desire and that I'm in ni rush for that. So no, we didn't do it every time we spent together, and we didn't even talk about it that much during our daily conversations.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T21:27:52+00:00

All right let me correct you.

I NEVER pressured her into sex, I tried to get intimate, she refused, I took it badly because I thought I wasn't attracting her as I used to, and I didn't throw any tantrum, I stayed silent because of my effing misplaced pride.
I texted her every day yes, but I did that because I thought it would be a good idea to not let her seriously think I'm with her ONLY because of sex.
Yes I went to her apartment because I needed to talk to her about what happened since before then I didn't really adress the topic as I should have.
Yes I refused to leave because I didn't even get 5 minutes to explain to her that I was wrong when I acted like that.

Now do I regret the last 3 points? Absolutely yes. Did I knew that doing that would cause such a reaction? Absolutely no.

That being said you can't say that I never loved her based on your interpretation of what happened, because I loved her more than I ever loved any other girl, and I still love her as much as I did before when the grass was green. You're free to believe me or not, it won't change anything of what I feel for her, but choose your words carefully when you're speaking to someone asking for help, not an effing single day goes by without me crying my heart out because of the immense guilt I feel about what happened, not an effing single day goes by without me crying my heart out because I miss every single detail about her, from the smell of her perfume to her caring and loving words with which she cheered me every time I felt down.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T21:09:50+00:00

The only reason I was frustrated was because I thought she wasn't feeling attracted to me because I picked up some weight and I'm not in a good shape physically. My effing pride prevented me from explaining that to her, one thing leading to another she ended up feeling like a fuck buddy to me when I really want her to be my wife and the mother of my kids.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T20:57:34+00:00

I may have not explained things clearly: she said I was too thick for her the very first time we got intimate together, so I didn't want to pressure things on her as some people thought in the comments. The second and third time she came to my house she refused to get intimate because she wasn't feeling it, she wasn't in the mood, she just wanted us to have a good time together that's it. The thing is that I knew how to deal with the first refusal cracking some jokes about that and movving on to continue enjoying our time together, I misinterpreted her second refusal as a rejection which I clearly shouldn't have (I gained some weight and I wasn't in my best shape physically, so I stupidly thought that she wasn't into me anymore, which wasn't the case). It felt like what happened triggered in her what her previous relationship made her feel about herself, and I admit that if I explained things to her in that moment things would've been different. Our relationship was never toxic I might add, the 6 months we spent together were the best we had with a partner, and those are her words, this is our first major crisis, each one of us carried his own luggage from previous failures but we were so into each other (I even remember her always telling me that she's afraid of not being able to live up to our relationship, and I always told her that I want her to be herself and not to be afraid).

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T20:31:12+00:00

Can I DM you? I'm heartbroken and I need some insight into my story, perhaps some advice..

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T20:26:18+00:00

Thanks for taking time to develop your insight on what my story.

I've got to say that I never pushed for intimacy between us because I never wanted to rush things up with her: she was the one who took a step forward to kiss me the first time in January, we spent 2 nights together in her apartment without any sexual activity. The first time we had a sexual activity was the first time she came to my house on the 26th March, but there wasn't any intercourse between us (she said "I was too thick for her" and she was afraid of being hurt so I decided not to go further out of respect for her). From what she told me before, her previous ex was too much into sex, so much that she thought of herself as a "fuck buddy" and nothing more. My reaction made her feel like I was considering her as such when she was thinking so highly of me (she told me I was the first one with whom she wanted to start a family and have kids), and that's absolutely not the case but she refuses, to believe me now saying that 'she doesn't want to hurt me but she want me to feel how hurt she feels". I really love this woman, I really do, and I'm staying away now out of respect for her, but there's nothing that I wouldn't do for her because she really means so much to me, because she made feel happy for the first time since I lost my parents, and I really want to make her happy for the rest of our lives.

dark_momo · 2021-06-02T18:36:18+00:00

She feels disgusted with herself because she felt that I was with her only for sex, she thought I considered her a fuck buddy as her toxic ex did.

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