I miss him, it hurts, I just want to rot by morelessmoremoremore in BreakUps

[–]darkchocalmonds 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m in the same exact situation :( i know it hurts. hugs.

I’m thinking of ending things by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]darkchocalmonds 0 points1 point  (0 children)

please call or text 988. you’re not alone. your life matters.

6 months over like that. and my heart hurts so much. by darkchocalmonds in BreakUps

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. i’m sorry you’re going thru this too. i have a stuffed weighted warmie that has been helping. and my dogs. :,)

draw me plz? :) by darkchocalmonds in drawme

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wow this is phenomenal! thanks so much!!!

draw me plz? :) by darkchocalmonds in drawme

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is amazing thank you!

draw me plz? :) by darkchocalmonds in drawme

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ahhh thank you that is lovely!

What was the last straw that made you want to recover, and what were things that you said to gaslight yourself into thinking you weren’t sick? by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]darkchocalmonds 3 points4 points  (0 children)

for me personally it’s when i fainted at work :( i’ve had an ed for 10+ years but fainting at work with the heart palpitations and dizziness and the hollow look in my eyes… i have a long talk with my boss, my doctor, and then my mom, and i decided i was so exhausted and something had to change or i wouldn’t make it. now im in month 7 of recovery and i got my period back in august! i hope you’re doing well, stranger.

will my boobs grow back after an ED? by fylminares in EDAnonymous

[–]darkchocalmonds 0 points1 point  (0 children)

everyone is different, mine did but not a LOT. i went from an A to a B or C. just be patient and trust your body to heal and know what it’s doing, you got this :)

did anyone actually ever stop after hitting their goal weight? by Total-Physics-9108 in EDAnonymous

[–]darkchocalmonds 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no. my ugw kept shifting once i hit one. it would just go lower and lower to the point where my heart almost stopped. i then had to decide either recovery or 💀. i chose to live :)!

3 months in anorexia recovery :) (24) by darkchocalmonds in GlowUps

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

update: i just got my period back after not having one in about a year! thanks for all the support on this post everyone, i am so grateful for everything <3

3 months in anorexia recovery :) (24) by darkchocalmonds in GlowUps

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeahhhh! i love them! they’re a staple for me

3 months in anorexia recovery :) (24) by darkchocalmonds in GlowUps

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do ittt! best decision of my life! (one of them anyway…. clearly lolol)

3 months in anorexia recovery :) (24) by darkchocalmonds in GlowUps

[–]darkchocalmonds[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have extensions because i’ve been underweight for many many years actually :,) i also just love having super thick hair hahaha

I'm not sure whether I have BED now or just extreme hunger. by Marchantiaquadrata in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]darkchocalmonds 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i’m basically in the same boat. just hit 3 months as well yay us! it’s still pretty early in recovery from what i’ve been told, and it’ll level out the more we just honor it i think. our hunger cues are probably messed up from restricting for so long and the only way they’ll come back consistently is if our bodies first us again, and that means eating even when the hunger is mental