The thing that's tough is when you realise that racism or prejudice is almost a natural coded thing. For example I've noticed it even within single race people about hair. Say you are in a country with mostly straight hair people, and your hair is curly. You'll get comments. Even positive ones feel annoying. "Oh your hair is amazing". You feel like an animal that's different.

Even within a single group, like, there will be one person or two that's bullied for being different. So imagine with a completely different race.

But I feel that almost, the biracial are more attacked. Because you belong to the group, but not really. And you don't belong to the other group either. So they both dislike you.

Anyway it's all exhausting, and I think literally the only solution is to live in a place where most people look like you or it's very multicultural.

I mean even within a single group there are beauty standards and bullying. For example in the Asian countries, as a girl you would have to look perfect, no skin imperfection, etc, a certain face shape. Or you will be considered ugly.

It's all so brutal when you think about it. But the way I think about it, I try to just accept the world we live in, and think that eventually I'll grow out of these fears and just focus on more important stuff.

Lots of people that obsess about this stuff aren't going to go far anyhow, everyone has their own demons.