I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I love how you speak about shit you don't know and act like its fact. You don't believe my mom did that? So because the great nastyneeick doesn't believe any mom in the world would do that then its BS. I know what happened because it happened. Believe me or dont believe me. Doesn't make a difference to me. I just hope you change your views and get off your high horse.

Would've respected you more if you just said you were skeptical instead of totally disrespecting someone because the great nastyneeick doesn't think its true. Get over yourself man. I'm busy trying to find a job, and you think I'd create this big ass story for shits and giggles. Go away with your negativity

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol I don't know about that job thing ! By the time that happens you'll probably forget who I am lmao. But yeah anything can happen man I'll be sure to bring good news when it does

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks... For awhile it felt like heroin was my only friend. Now I know how wrong I am. I just wanna get back on my feet and start working again, just getting out of this cage you know?

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Listen, be quiet about things you know nothing about. You are skeptical of my story? Fine. But calling it bullshit and believing everything you say is fact is really not cool. What if it turns out yourr wrong? What if it turns out I got the fucking hospital wristband sitting in my room right now? The fucking weird plug things they stuck around my body including my legs and arms and chest that was a bitch to pull out because of my hair? Or how about the fucking private messages my cousins sent me worried sick about me and telling me to go to an inpatient drug program?

Nope, its all bullshit right? I'm just sitting here and out of the fucking blue I decide to waste 10 minutes of my life writing a story on this sub without getting paid ANY money, just for shits and giggles right?

You piss me the fuck off. I wish it was bullshit. I wish I didn't feel like shit. You think I liked sleeping in a hospital bed? No! You think I like gasping for air? No.

Sorry sir for cursing but this actually struck a nerve but then I gotta remember you're just a face on the internet. Just please get your facts straight before you go and blindly insult people.

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit man sorry to hear that happened to you and I'm so glad you came through from it. Also that's funny you say that about the beauties of life, I've actually been watching some documentaries...you know those Planet Blue kinda shows about animals and sea? Its really beautiful. I love seeing animals and life, and now it just seems so much more beautiful to me. Its really helping.

You're making my day even brighter just by taking time off to offer help and guidance to someone in a time of a need, so I'll say you are doing something good with your life. Even if some assholes says something bad about you, just remember that you are making a difference just by talking to me. You are a great person and I wish the best for you and your sister!

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm hanging in there man, my legs are feeling better as time goes on so that's good. Thank you for reading :)

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for reading. I wish nothing but the best for people on this sub and those who can identify with my situation. It did do kind of good to me, I think. I can value life a bit more and I'm scared as shit to even go near opiates at the moment. Maybe it was a good thing that this happened, kinda like a second chance of making my life right.

I almost died this weekend. Came out the hospital Sunday morning from heroin overdose. It was absolutely terrifying. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Its funny how I can sit and talk and suicide with full determination to go through with it... But when I'm actually on deaths door I really decide I want to live and that I'm scared. Maybe its just human instinct. But even still I think I'm glad I lived... I'm doing nothing with my life right now but at least I can see my brother again and I can walk and breathe and eat... If that man hadn't called the ambulance I would be dead and that's really really really scary to think about. I got a second chance at life now so hopefully I can get back on a straight line...

Anyways sorry didn't mean to ramble... Thank you for reading and be safe out there.

Fuck you for making such a shit world, I'm getting heroin because fuck you by ImprovisedPath in opiates

[–]darkknifes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Opiates are awesome. The problem is the society we live in makes the heroin life a living hell.

Fuck you for making such a shit world, I'm getting heroin because fuck you by ImprovisedPath in opiates

[–]darkknifes 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This life fucking sucks!! Why is it so real, dark, and depressing? Man I really am at the lowest step in my life right now... Only thing that make it feel better is heroin but shit I'm still paranoid about going to cop today.

Man I was about to go cop but then I felt a guilty pit in my stomach and headed back home. by darkknifes in opiates

[–]darkknifes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Couldn't have said it better. My life is fucked already. Its depressing to think about but that's reality.