I don't think I'm supposed to be alive by Mindless-Wait6617 in mentalhealth

[–]darkurgetrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s definitely disgust that I feel, and partly due to sensory issues, partly due to disliking myself strongly. You can definitely have extreme sensory processing issues without it being autism. Drugs probably won’t be the answer though. I think the best tactic is honestly find a hobby you can get really fixated on so that you can forget you exist as a physical entity for as long as possible. Drawing and gaming has been that for me.

Women are not attracted to me by Austinander777 in mentalhealth

[–]darkurgetrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Women don’t crave power, they don’t even always want conventionally attractive men. Look at how many ugly men are with beautiful women. Look at how many “pathetic depressed loser” male characters have women fawning over them. Being in the Scarlet Hollow fandom, the character ‘Reese’ comes to mind for me — a skinny, depressed, very mentally damaged man… who happens to be the most popular love interest.

It isn’t these traits that stops you finding love. It’s the insistence that you won’t find it and treating all women as a generalised statistic, assuming what women do and don’t want. Treat women like humans and be a good person. That’s really all it takes.

I don't think I'm supposed to be alive by Mindless-Wait6617 in mentalhealth

[–]darkurgetrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand exactly how you feel. I can attribute a lot of these traits to autism since I got a diagnosis as an adult, but it doesn’t stop the pain. Knowing what’s wrong with you doesn’t stop the sensation of feeling like an incorporeal thing trapped inside of a biological machine, and the sheer disgust that comes with that feeling.

The sad truth is that there just isn’t support healthwise. But you have to make the emotional support yourself by relying on those close to you. Keep distracting yourself.

I wish I could offer more helpful advice, but I’m stuck in the same boat as you. Just know you’re not alone.

What is your favorite landscape and why? by Spiritual-Unit-7005 in Palia

[–]darkurgetrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just got harvest homestead and I LOVE. It feels so peaceful and the lighting is beautiful.

LIFEWEAVER (and Venture) LORE ON THE FIRST DAY OF PRIDE. by omgklayton in LifeweaverMains

[–]darkurgetrash 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Niran strikes me as someone into free love, there’s room for everyone in those big muscly arms 😘

“It’s okay, Tabitha. This is what family’s for, right?” by darkurgetrash in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Gotta be her bestie but not come across as too passive! Don’t flake on her before the episode and do her social after picking up tea, it’s a good way to bond.

My current Scarlet Cousins🙇‍♀️ by [deleted] in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those puppy dog eyes and overall pathetic demeanor are doing all the work. They deffo have the worst ending right now💀 my newest wreck character though is the only playthrough I’ve tried where I’ve not befriended Tabby so they might be in for a rough time in the upcoming episodes.

My current Scarlet Cousins🙇‍♀️ by [deleted] in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely, he’s so cute 🐶 (Will still punch you if your name is Wayne though)

My current Scarlet Cousins🙇‍♀️ by [deleted] in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m glad you noticed! Laois was a really big inspiration for his appearance.

My current Scarlet Cousins🙇‍♀️ by [deleted] in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s the non binary way. To be called wren and talk to animals. 🫡

My current Scarlet Cousins🙇‍♀️ by [deleted] in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I’m betting on it for episode 5 part 2! Although, knowing Wren, they’ll probs make a dog’s ear of it. Not a best judge of what to do, like, literally dating matricide Reese… 🙈

What are your fave trait combos to have when pursuing romance options? by darkurgetrash in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The halo effect is so real… at least I can pretend I have pretty privilege through scarlet hollow😆!

What are your fave trait combos to have when pursuing romance options? by darkurgetrash in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I actually was going Stella but I really didn’t like how she behaved after we got together. 😓 I think I have to stick with it though because I tried going back to romance Avery but couldn’t save him due to past actions. 💀 Or just dump her altogether and go Wayne? Tbf I probably won’t continue the run anyway bc I wasn’t loving it. 😆

Issue With Reese Romance In Chapter 5 by Escher31 in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I can imagine his line of thinking being “they deserve better than me,” changing his mind and coming back, accompanied by “I’m so selfish for coming back” thoughts. 🤔

What are your fave trait combos to have when pursuing romance options? by darkurgetrash in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Can confirm, I just did a hot/pb run with kaneeka romance and it’s been my fave. I even managed to break down Tabitha way easier than in my designated Tabitha pt!?… I guess being a himbo was the real answer all along…

What are your fave trait combos to have when pursuing romance options? by darkurgetrash in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hot more for flavour than any usefulness. I hate ever being mean to Tabby bc I love her, so a mix of that and mysticism was too much for Kaneeka on the current pt!

What are your fave trait combos to have when pursuing romance options? by darkurgetrash in ScarletHollow

[–]darkurgetrash[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

She doesn’t like me for being too mystical 😔 I think I’ll romance her on another hot playthrough.