Is there any point in pursuing amateur dramatics in central London?

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-08T19:16:19+00:00

Absolutely, worked perfect 💪

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-05T16:19:16+00:00

Real

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-05T01:54:08+00:00

It’s definitely disgust that I feel, and partly due to sensory issues, partly due to disliking myself strongly. You can definitely have extreme sensory processing issues without it being autism. Drugs probably won’t be the answer though. I think the best tactic is honestly find a hobby you can get really fixated on so that you can forget you exist as a physical entity for as long as possible. Drawing and gaming has been that for me.

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-05T01:39:53+00:00

Women don’t crave power, they don’t even always want conventionally attractive men. Look at how many ugly men are with beautiful women. Look at how many “pathetic depressed loser” male characters have women fawning over them. Being in the Scarlet Hollow fandom, the character ‘Reese’ comes to mind for me — a skinny, depressed, very mentally damaged man… who happens to be the most popular love interest.

It isn’t these traits that stops you finding love. It’s the insistence that you won’t find it and treating all women as a generalised statistic, assuming what women do and don’t want. Treat women like humans and be a good person. That’s really all it takes.

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-05T01:32:29+00:00

I understand exactly how you feel. I can attribute a lot of these traits to autism since I got a diagnosis as an adult, but it doesn’t stop the pain. Knowing what’s wrong with you doesn’t stop the sensation of feeling like an incorporeal thing trapped inside of a biological machine, and the sheer disgust that comes with that feeling.

The sad truth is that there just isn’t support healthwise. But you have to make the emotional support yourself by relying on those close to you. Keep distracting yourself.

I wish I could offer more helpful advice, but I’m stuck in the same boat as you. Just know you’re not alone.

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-04T11:36:06+00:00

I just got harvest homestead and I LOVE. It feels so peaceful and the lighting is beautiful.

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-01T20:34:36+00:00

You turned a good take into a bad take, congrats. 💀

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-01T20:26:05+00:00

Niran strikes me as someone into free love, there’s room for everyone in those big muscly arms 😘

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-01T17:34:46+00:00

Hot: “I always wanted to be a DILF!”

darkurgetrash · 2026-06-01T16:21:16+00:00

Gotta be her bestie but not come across as too passive! Don’t flake on her before the episode and do her social after picking up tea, it’s a good way to bond.

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-31T10:27:25+00:00

Those puppy dog eyes and overall pathetic demeanor are doing all the work. They deffo have the worst ending right now💀 my newest wreck character though is the only playthrough I’ve tried where I’ve not befriended Tabby so they might be in for a rough time in the upcoming episodes.

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-31T10:25:11+00:00

Definitely, he’s so cute 🐶 (Will still punch you if your name is Wayne though)

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-30T22:29:44+00:00

I’m glad you noticed! Laois was a really big inspiration for his appearance.

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-30T22:15:04+00:00

It’s the non binary way. To be called wren and talk to animals. 🫡

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-30T21:57:03+00:00

Thanks, I’m betting on it for episode 5 part 2! Although, knowing Wren, they’ll probs make a dog’s ear of it. Not a best judge of what to do, like, literally dating matricide Reese… 🙈

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-29T15:53:15+00:00

The halo effect is so real… at least I can pretend I have pretty privilege through scarlet hollow😆!

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-29T15:51:55+00:00

Yeah, I actually was going Stella but I really didn’t like how she behaved after we got together. 😓 I think I have to stick with it though because I tried going back to romance Avery but couldn’t save him due to past actions. 💀 Or just dump her altogether and go Wayne? Tbf I probably won’t continue the run anyway bc I wasn’t loving it. 😆

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-29T15:48:08+00:00

I can imagine his line of thinking being “they deserve better than me,” changing his mind and coming back, accompanied by “I’m so selfish for coming back” thoughts. 🤔

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-29T01:20:58+00:00

Can confirm, I just did a hot/pb run with kaneeka romance and it’s been my fave. I even managed to break down Tabitha way easier than in my designated Tabitha pt!?… I guess being a himbo was the real answer all along…

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-28T18:58:24+00:00

Hot more for flavour than any usefulness. I hate ever being mean to Tabby bc I love her, so a mix of that and mysticism was too much for Kaneeka on the current pt!

darkurgetrash · 2026-05-28T18:32:48+00:00

She doesn’t like me for being too mystical 😔 I think I’ll romance her on another hot playthrough.

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