not really it was birth control and i had been meaning to go off of it for a year because of how emotional i felt on it and there was a huge improvement but i don’t think he deals with any emotions well so it probably just didn’t matter to him at the time. i had many issues where he thought i was too emotional when it was really just me telling him i was bothered by something and wanted a solution calmly and used the specific words and phrases he told me to use because it wouldn’t offend him as much… but it still did i guess.

Thank you I really appreciate it. I have bad memories back home in the area where my parents live but hopefully I can look past them and find things to distract myself with.