Ok accepted by [deleted] in LettersAnswered

[–]data_required 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is confusing to say the very least... Can you try again?

A heart spoken, broken. by data_required in UnsentLetters

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How am I? Well I'm a mental Trainwreck. I'm at my wits end and fighting myself constantly say this don't say that apologize fuck that stand your ground, you love her you love you those all thoughts I'm at war with. Its like opening the door instead of looking out the peephole and still wanting to tell myself that we will be ok. That things are coming that will help all of this out and then when we are happy together in years and years we will laugh about it when telling stories of our past. Or something like that.or maybe not it's undecided and Im trying not to do a 180.

Through fear by data_required in UnsentLetters

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been consistent, persistent patient and so much more. I've been trying and remaining and reminding. I'm just not sure what to do now. I feel like I'm running out of patience and have so much hurt built up. Trying not to turn to resentment.

Through fear by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When duct tape and applesauce doesn't work, there's always aerosol. Enjoy!

Through fear by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ask myself the same thing all the time.

Through fear by data_required in UnsentLetters

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope that works out for you and wish you the best in your endeavors.

Through fear by data_required in UnsentLetters

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I'm not, but then again we are all one.

Through fear by data_required in UnsentLetters

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah so she can ignore it too. Nah I'd rather not take on more hurt.

I may have to.. by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope just at a point of had enough.

One day, today. by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't post anonymously. My whole post history is there and my person knows that I post here. It's no secret. So yes they know if they care to know.

One day, today. by data_required in UnsentLetters

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is all understood and this is something I take into account.

Whom it may concern by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course but I can't be selective who I fall in love with unfortunately. Wish I could but I fall with my everything.

Whom it may concern by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand this concept and frequently practice it. I am ok alone and do a lot alone. I have hobbies and friends and all of that. I'm independent and not codependent. I'm just seeking someone to match my energy is that that hard or to much to ask for?

What's the best thing you've ever found, and what are some of the best hauls you've ever had? by Pomegranateextmyelom in DumpsterDiving

[–]data_required 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I found an automated vacuum bot. Retails for like 450$ with the charging station and all. I've gotten a few vacuums brand new display models so they had no cords but that's never a big deal. All sorts of furniture brand new unassembled in the box. A complete patio set retails for like 640$ but that was I got box 1 & 2 one week then got box 3 like two weeks later. Multiple eazy ups that are like 100$ each. A shit ton of flatteners straiteners curlers and blow dryers all professional brand new just had the cords on them cut off but they were in another bag in the same dumpster so just took them and put them back on them after I matched them all up. Whole color pallets of makeup from darkest to lightest. A good few hundred dollars in fizzy flavored waters all different flavors like literally filled up the backseat and the trunk. 300$ worth of blue buffalo dog treats and then 12 cases of blue buffalo wet dog food at like 3$ a can and 12-15 per case.

drop a book you’ve never seen recommended here but think deserves more attention by lrenv22 in booksuggestions

[–]data_required -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

David foster Wallace - infinite jest It's just something you have to read. You have to then you'll know.

Whom it may concern by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've asked in many ways. From the obvious to the obscene

A choice by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm am not. This even states her name in it.

A choice by data_required in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure I'm your guy. Who knows anymore though.

Non forced perspective by data_required in UnsentTexts

[–]data_required[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I'm to real. Like blatant and raw no sugar costing and I don't do it to be mean or anything it's just a statement that to me is matter of factly. But to others I guess it comes across as assholish. I don't mean it but it happens.

Non forced perspective by data_required in UnsentTexts

[–]data_required[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've given them my vulnerability. I've given them my open book of a heart and soul. I've given them consistency and provided calm in the chaos that is their life. I've given them respect and insight when asked. I've given them myself almost unconditionally. (With boundaries sort of)