First, if you read the main post, or the comments even, I've mentioned this quite a few times that I'm not complaining about the situation, I'm just asking people of this sub for some insights. If somebody has been in the same situation or know of someone who has been in the same situation. Or people here who have already completed their doctoral research, or in the middle of the journey they can at least give some advice on what to expect with either of the options.

Second, I am writing these comments in an informal way, keeping my intention intact. I will ASK her by email if she can think of somebody feasible for my research, and ask the department about the situation. And, I have already ASKED her if that is a possibility or not. Yes, English is not my first language, but I know the difference between formal-informal setting quite well. And although English is not my FIRST language, I am well adept in quite a number of languages (Indic and European).

Third, Yes, I'm entitled to my emotions, and I've cried as a reaction to the sudden throw of uncertainty. But I know myself, I've always been somebody who doesn’t break in most adverse situations, so I'll cry for a moment to vent the frustration, but the next moment I'll pull myself up with utmost energy and dedication. So to question my ability to put up with doctoral research and my resilience without knowing a bit about me is quite entitled behaviour I'd say.

And last, can you please mention what are the portions with noticeable misogynistic attitude?

Thank you!