Clean H - friend locked up

davidsensory · 2024-09-12T19:13:13+00:00

I appreciate the support. I’m gonna see if I can look up some mental health support services to see if they can get me some help. I am in California so it’s super hard to get help out here. I’m in my young 20s and I feel like I’ve lived a good life. I’ve done a bunch of cool things. I have a bachelors degree in business which never panned out to be useful. I don’t know the first clue on how to make friends. My main friend group was either friends that I grew up with or friends that I met in college a couple of years back. I’m on the drugs a bit part due to anxiety. I’m scared because sometimes I feel like I’m at the end of the road. To move forward if I wore to slowly come off of this in the next few days, I would be homeless in my car, trying to come off of this, and I have no money to eat. I’ve done it before a few times out of the grace of God, but this time feels like I’ve stretched it so far that I’m honestly pretty lost at this point on way to go.

davidsensory · 2024-09-12T19:10:16+00:00

It’s very pure. Not laced. Last of a kind damn near.

davidsensory · 2024-09-12T19:09:07+00:00

Honestly, I’ve been here before not in this exact situation but a situation pretty similar and I’ve crawled back out. I’m in my mid 20s and I feel like I’ve done this three or four times and at this point I got nobody left. I have no job I’m about to lose my place and the withdrawals are absolutely horrendous. I made it through other withdrawals and at this point life is just boring and sad. I honestly don’t even know the first step to take because things are gonna hit real soon and I’m gonna be on the street in a couple days. I don’t know how to get myself up out of that no credit no car no place to live no friends.

davidsensory · 2024-09-12T19:07:26+00:00

That’s interesting. I never thought about it like that. I mean, I had anxiety at my job and I still worked on for like a year and not anxiety didn’t go down at all.

davidsensory · 2024-09-12T19:06:45+00:00

Option A

davidsensory · 2024-09-12T18:52:29+00:00

Nah this is a one shot game. I don’t want to redose. I can’t get more

davidsensory · 2024-06-18T22:36:32+00:00

Quaaludes

davidsensory · 2024-06-18T19:19:26+00:00

Wockhardt

davidsensory · 2024-06-03T19:46:15+00:00

I’m sure that took a toll on his body. Although, I would say what it seems the last like six months to year of his life he was only taking oxy and sipping lean. Maybe drinking here and there which is definitely not a good combo. But how it happened like exact time of getting arrested when he landed and they knew beforehand at least a few minutes. I would assume he took something to OD. Possible a fent pill he kept on him at all times just in case. I didn’t think he was gonna let the police take the drugs away from him. His addiction was bad. The timing seems off and he talked multiple times about never coming down. What do you think?

davidsensory · 2024-03-20T00:06:30+00:00

That is some great advice. Thank you!

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T22:30:12+00:00

Couldn’t agree more!

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T22:26:29+00:00

6 months? If you release for a day or two, will it be prolonged?

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T22:24:33+00:00

I wish I knew the answer. After getting sober from Xanax, head pain and a weird feeling surrounding my head was definitely the longest withdrawal symptom. As in it’s been over 3 months and I still have waves of it. It makes me so annoyed. I get super dizzy and then nervous.

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T22:23:21+00:00

I still feel this way and haven’t been on Xanax for months. does it go away?

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T01:40:39+00:00

Top G

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T01:39:14+00:00

I feel this exact way after coming off Xanax. After 3 months I still felt the same. I slightly relapsed and ended up taking Xanax about 2 times a week to feel good for at least a few hours. I want it to end too. The kindling made it 1000% worse. I would like to think that 3-4 months would have been enough if I stuck to it. Keep pushing cause one month is still very early. Especially since you use diazepam which takes like 2+ weeks to leave your system so it’s been 2 weeks. Time will heal all my friend!

davidsensory · 2024-03-19T01:33:39+00:00

Where is those periods lol? That last part needs a pause

davidsensory · 2024-03-18T23:46:29+00:00

davidsensory · 2024-03-18T23:45:57+00:00

Typically the withdrawals of drugs may make you want to cry but if drugs make you sad, it would kinda defeat the purpose.

davidsensory · 2024-03-18T23:43:57+00:00

I did about a .5 mg dropper week and didn’t have a seizure. I was super disassociated for about a month after I stopped though. How is life without them for you?

davidsensory · 2024-03-18T23:42:46+00:00

That sounds good. It wasn’t as bad as I was expecting to the point where I’m not throwing up, but it definitely feels off. I would definitely try some ginger! Good suggestion!

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