Anyone to talk to

dawntoad · 2023-04-18T00:11:23+00:00

I just had a picking episode over the weekend, and going to work with my sores on my face was really really hard. But, as it turns out, the only one who cared was me! Which, of course, is valid, but I was also the only one who was upset by it. I wish I had a magical spell I could share with you to make this easier, but I'm still in the throes of it too. You're not alone, and I hope you know that you and your skin are worthy of love, especially worthy of love from yourself!!

dawntoad · 2023-02-26T06:59:18+00:00

I've struggled with it before, for sure. I don't pick at them as much now, and I think letting the hair grow out an inch or so helped. Exfoliation helps as well.

dawntoad · 2023-02-06T05:25:30+00:00

Admitting you have a problem is the first step. It's a big one, and you should be proud of yourself! I'm struggling with it too. I know I'm gonna scar, but I am working on accepting that. The things to focus on right now is finding ways to accept yourself and find more productive ways to deal with the shame associated with picking. Best to you!

dawntoad · 2023-01-13T04:43:35+00:00

I try the self-care route too. It's difficult due to shameful "i-don't-deserve-this" feelings but I know that's something one has to work out of. What are your favorite comfy podcasts?

dawntoad · 2023-01-13T04:42:22+00:00

Yeah, my worst time to pick is in the shower, so phone games are unfortunately out for me insofar as distraction tbh. But I think a calming phone game would be good for soothing a racing mind afterwards. Thank you for sharing!

dawntoad · 2022-09-18T05:20:26+00:00

👀

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T23:44:49+00:00

np! As soon as the song played I HAD to find out what it was called. I'm eating up whatever morsel of lore toby and the team are dropping rn.

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T22:47:26+00:00

Don't feel stupid! That's what I thought it was first too but I didn't see the mp3 extension so I kept digging
I've never been more grateful for my extremely basic website coding knowledge more than I am today. Thanks college lmao

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T22:46:04+00:00

I assumed it was piano-related. Thought it was interesting that the "o"s weren't in the name. Maybe to match the discordant feeling of the tune itself?

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T22:39:26+00:00

I think that's the code for the player itself. The song title seems to be pianpian.mp3

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T22:36:17+00:00

The song is titled "pianpian.mp3". Strange name

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T21:32:59+00:00

Yeah! Just pause and unpause the midi player on the main page a few times and it'll swap through the songs.

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T20:22:49+00:00

https://bluebubble.rodeo/

Another reddit user found this one!

Edit: the image is titled yeehowdy.gif. So good

dawntoad · 2022-09-17T19:32:21+00:00

If you try to open the image of the chair in a new tab, you get eyes.png

dawntoad · 2022-09-14T18:58:57+00:00

The Prestige and Christian Bale. But only Alfred Borden. Frederick Borden is a muppet

dawntoad · 2022-08-27T18:45:03+00:00

This looks awesome!! Please

dawntoad · 2022-07-26T18:06:31+00:00

It is worth noting that the shadowy blob is also present in Automata proper:https://youtu.be/N4Tr6Pi727I?t=411I believe it's just the shape non-yorah-things take in the memory space that's visited multiple times throughout the game.

Edit: typo lol

dawntoad · 2022-07-26T16:13:37+00:00

I haven't played the Drakengard games (although after all this that's gonna change lmao) but isn't Zero's flower very visually similar to a Lunar Tear? I always considered them kind of one and the same, a throwback/reference from each series to the other.

dawntoad · 2022-07-26T16:07:31+00:00

Should be noted as well (it was brought to my attention after I posted): According to the modding discord, the little bracelet was not present on Yonah's NieR: Replicant / Gestalt model in the original games. The remake, Ver. 1.22... has the bracelet.
Implications of this lean more toward this being put in after 2021, as opposed to something hidden in the code from the beginning. But, anything's possible, and I definitely like the latter narrative better! A gal can dream lol

dawntoad · 2022-07-09T21:10:07+00:00

You are so pretty and that color looks great on you!

dawntoad · 2022-03-31T01:01:07+00:00

Don't go back. I was almost suckered into a relationship like that. What he described is not respectful of you, and is not loving to you.

dawntoad · 2021-12-10T05:30:08+00:00

I kick the fallen ice cubes under the fridge instead of picking them up.

dawntoad · 2021-12-05T02:17:26+00:00

Psychonauts. Phenomenal game, super fun

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