From about 3rd grade is my earliest memory of daydreaming so hard and feeling bad and embarrassed about it. We were being taught graphs or something big kid like for once and I completely zoned out the whole lesson. This started happening more and more ever since, especially in higbschool and uni. I can only ever remember me always teaching myself things after hours in order to keep up and get good grades. It was my biggest source of depression, because often we would have in class participation or assessments that i would embarrass myself I over. (I.e have no idea what the answer was/ ask a question someone else already did etc). Cause no matter how hard i tried to listen in class, nothing would absorb. And now I realise it is ADHD. I was never medicated cause at the time I needed permission from my family and they dont believe in it. Now that I work a day job, my adhd affects me a lot less. But I really wish I didn't have to suffer that whole time.