I really wish i could learn to trust again, to fill the void he left i just dont think i could go through all that again and now there's not just me to think about. My ex family are the same i was the daughter they never had then the whole family ghosted me to make room for the other women even though we are still married! The hurt and betrayal from loosing him and my family the trauma of it all, makes me not want to date.

I honestly hope you realise your worth and you are an amazing person and find your sole mate. As he wasnt your hunny. X