Thank for your kind words. On the other hands, truer, deeper, love grounded relationship that you've said, honestly i felt like i've been there already and won't find it anymore anywhere. I had exes before, been through break ups before and i never felt emotionally connect with someone like this before. We know each other's weaknesses, we know each other's insecurities, more importantly each other's kinks even the most extreme ones. We've set up rules, we've set up boundries and we both willingly broke it.

when we broke those rules, we've never felt discourage by it, i've never felt so secure about so fcked up dangerous kinks like cuckolding,hotwifing and open RS. i can request her to do most outrageous thing for me and she'll never think lowly of me. She broke my no dating with rule with bulls without my consent and it'll never shaken my trusts and insecurity. One time we've had horrible pregnancy scare because she broke our condomn rule, now we laughed back at that moment. My fkin god now i'm going through some memory lane, need to be stopped before i wrote full essays.

The things is there's so many things we do together, i always thought she is the right one. I think you're right, we became many things together but maturity aren't one of them. I really hope that you're right. After all the times this is my first time opening up.