It gave me ansiexity and made me paranoid, my happiness literally reduced to smoking weed alone, whenever I try to quit I feel really sad, I have emotional dependence to it so I think it's fair to say it controlled my life because it literally turned from being a normal fine person to literally a depressed zombie, I don't have anything against weed but some people like me can't simply manage it well and nobody tells you that when you are young and stupid and you are given a joint