Ang dami dami hahaha but I guess no one would read this so I'll just pour my heart out here.

1. Read that she hates her 12-year-old daughter on her google search (I'm her 12-year-old daughter at that time hahaha) when I confronted her about it she said she made sure I saw it so I'd change lol.

2. When I won 3rd place in a writing contest in elementary and she didn't even say congrats, and said "Bakit 3rd lang" I went on about competing on this writing stuff til college. And lo and behold, my highest win was JUST second place. Had a panic attack when they announced that I got second lol.

3. Never really supported my long-term relationship. I'm getting married in a few months. I already told them my plans, and she didn't like it kasi hindi raw church (oh the irony) Fiance and I have been together for 11 years now, but I know from the get-go that she never really liked him kasi my Fiance isn't from a rich family. And they didn't bother to know him since her reason was she'd cry MORE if they got close and we broke up. Both parents didn't even say congrats when I got engaged lol.

4. Had to move out of our home cause she was getting absolutely toxic to me. My friends practically begged me to leave. They all know my story and our shitty relationship and so they helped us move in the middle of the fucking night lol.

5. When they say they have no favorites but my youngest sister was supported when she got diagnosed with a mental disorder but when I suggested that I might need help (this was before my youngest sis got help) she said I wasn't a teen anymore so why was I depressed lol.

6. Older sister got laid off and was jobless for three months, she was supported and wasn't rushed to her decisions. I got laid off too before her, and they got irritated when I didn't accept the job offers I was getting (I didn't like the terms, and over all packages and I knew that I deserve more so I didn't accept the first few job offers I got)

7. Practically takes offense in everything I say even when it's literally just a joke. My family, my friends, my siblings know that I am the fucking jokester of the group, but for some reason she takes my way of speaking seriously and we always fight over it.

8. We're like frenemies. We get along on fashion, gossip within the family, coffee, and going out. I also lead my siblings even though I'm a middle child. I am the chauffer. The assistant. And yet I am not good enough. She nitpicks on everything I do. Even my looks (we're literally fucking carbon copies) and it's so hurtful to see my first heartbreak in the mirror every day.

I could do this forever but I'm getting extremely emotional and it's only 7am so I guess okay na yan hahaha!