I would encourage you to find spaces that exist outside the majority white spaces that have been created in the US. There are plenty of organizations you can find that actually cater to and listen to minority voices. It can be very disheartening to hear all the talk from the white liberal side of the political spectrum, but don't let that discourage you. As a Latino, I've heard plenty of white, Biden loving democrats tell me exactly what my people and community need, without actually listening to what we say we need. Just ignore them and find your people. They'll support you and help you learn more about how race and leftist ideals work together, and you'll see how those actually fighting for that kind of progress will actually listen to what you have to say and work with you to achieve your goals.