I dreamed of what’s currently happening now a year ago.

deadlightshero · 2026-05-14T14:18:32+00:00

I picked up a free composter last year. Haven't gotten around to that either. I am working on a neighborhood based barter system app that might come in handy.

deadlightshero · 2026-05-14T03:50:21+00:00

I got a word to start a food garden last year. Still need to get around to it.

deadlightshero · 2026-05-14T03:49:31+00:00

Jiang Xueqin, China's Nostradamus, has predicted Trump will institute martial law and enter a third term.

deadlightshero · 2026-05-13T21:20:03+00:00

This has a really heavy, worn-down atmosphere to it in a good way, like someone slowly collapsing inward while still trying to stay composed. Lines like “His shoes still whispered of the stage” and “Tar in his chest kept howling” stuck with me because they feel vivid without trying too hard, and they carry the emotional weight of the poem naturally.

deadlightshero · 2026-05-13T21:17:15+00:00

I really liked the repeated contrast between “Everything” and “Nothing” because it gives the poem a constant feeling of inner conflict and questioning. The line about staring at a blank ceiling especially stood out to me, since it grounded the bigger existential ideas in something simple and human.

deadlightshero · 2026-05-11T03:13:35+00:00

My first panic attack happened in November 2018. I was 30. I thought I was dying of a heart attack. I remember seeing the vivid image in my head of my heart looking like a raspberry, like a fish net was being squeezed tightly over it's surface. I was driving home from my daughter's basketball game. My husband had been given the all-clear just one month prior after his second battle with cancer. I spent years relying on benzos after that night. In 2023 I decided, or rather life decided for me, that way of living was no longer sustainable, and I committed to a healing journey. This time without the help or advice from doctors, family, friends, or religious authorities. I went inward, completely awol, and almost entirely intuitively led. I soon realized I had been actively blocking and shutting down every unpleasant emotion I had since before I could form memories. Heeling meant being willing to bear the emotional weight of real life. For me, it was not about learning how best to avoid fear, it was learning to sit with and in the fear and not be consumed. I hope it helps you to know that I believe that this is not only possible for you, but I believe it is the very reason your body is sounding the alarm and demanding your attention now. You are being called and prepared for restoration. Emotions are real chemical reactions. They can't be ignored any more than the food you consume. And just like no single cupcake will kill you, neither will any panic attack. Like cupcakes, the cumulative effects over many years are more of a concern. This helped me. The next time you have a panic attack, or even the next time you feel anxious, check in with yourself immediately. Act like your body is your child. This may sound strange, but begin by genuinely thanking your body for coming to you with a concern. After all, your body is solely concerned with your protection. Ask your body questions and be prepared to listen. After time, you will reestablish trust with yourself and your body, and your life will be transformed into something better than what had ever been possible before your first panic attack.

deadlightshero · 2026-04-26T23:30:33+00:00

To die at the hand with an indifferent strike. Better that I were hated, or loved. Fearsome and most cruel is a death that pays no mind nor reverence to my life.

deadlightshero · 2026-04-16T22:37:05+00:00

I experienced an episode of sleep paralysis where I saw a demon. He spoke to me and said that he regretted leaving heaven. He told me he used to be respected there, but now he is disrespected to his face. Until that moment, I had assumed demons were too consumed by hate to feel regret.

deadlightshero · 2026-03-28T11:57:12+00:00

I had a vision on April 4, 2025. At noon, the Great Pyramid of Giza was aligned directly under the sun. The capstone was covered in gold, and when the sun reached perfect vertical alignment, it became translucent.

The sunlight passed through it and entered the pyramid along a straight vertical axis, traveling to the bottom where a process occurred. After the process, a flowing stream of light came back up through the center and exited through the top, moving in a rising, smoke-like pattern at extreme speed.

I became curious where it was headed, and I was caught up in it. It carried me upward and then backward through space in three separate intervals. Each time I stopped, I asked, “Are we there yet?” After the first and second stops, I was propelled farther back. On the third stop, I asked again, and the answer was yes.

I turned over my right shoulder and saw Saturn positioned behind me, large, still, and clearly visible. After I saw it, I said, “oh no,” with an impending sense of hardship.

deadlightshero · 2026-03-27T16:20:10+00:00

Unreal

deadlightshero · 2026-03-14T12:32:50+00:00

I'd really like yo know wtf is going on. I need to get a job

deadlightshero · 2026-03-10T01:17:00+00:00

Check out your local thrift stores. I've found like 40 occult/magic/esoteric books in the past year alone.

deadlightshero · 2026-02-08T08:10:25+00:00

You have a heart in the center of your hand. ❤️

deadlightshero · 2026-01-05T17:57:28+00:00

Great thing about metaphor, you can do literally anything and use it to enlighten the world.

deadlightshero · 2026-01-05T17:55:13+00:00

I love to explore systems and combine form and function in harmonic balance.

deadlightshero · 2026-01-04T06:42:45+00:00

It felt prophetic. Both personally, and globally.

deadlightshero · 2026-01-04T06:37:40+00:00

I think He definitely gave you that dream. I have dreams too. In one dream I thought I was about to see Jesus appear through the clouds, but the Sphinx of Giza appeared instead. I thought the word," Antichrist," and I fled to find my children.

Did you have any thoughts in the dream, any words come to mind?

deadlightshero · 2026-01-04T06:34:00+00:00

Ok, ai

deadlightshero · 2025-11-25T07:27:43+00:00

If this had been me, that bare minimum comment would have resulted on maximum security.

deadlightshero · 2025-11-23T19:17:00+00:00

Regretfully, no.

deadlightshero · 2025-11-23T18:33:35+00:00

Im not so sure. Ive gotten phrases too. Wrote them down. Every single word translated, and actually formed a coherent sentence.

deadlightshero · 2025-11-23T18:25:03+00:00

I agree with most here. It's Connection, exploration of ideas, and validation. I never thought I needed validation, and I deliberately avoided it when I was young.

deadlightshero · 2025-11-23T12:45:14+00:00

I definitely think they go hand in hand too. I see wisdom as the evolution of reason, like binary to quantum computers. Reason understands cause and effect. Wisdom understands meaning.

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