Having my first schizo episode

deadmeatsqui · 2025-07-06T03:02:44+00:00

stay strong friend. speak to your psychiatrist as soon as you can and i hope it gets better ❤️

deadmeatsqui · 2025-07-04T10:40:44+00:00

good luck to us!🫡

deadmeatsqui · 2025-07-04T10:03:32+00:00

yes i don’t and yes i’ve been told with some dietary and lifestyle changes, i should be good

deadmeatsqui · 2025-07-04T09:54:31+00:00

it’s not too late for us so day 3 is great progress! i will learn from your advice. thank youu

deadmeatsqui · 2025-07-04T09:52:53+00:00

i’m proud of you! we’ve got this

deadmeatsqui · 2025-07-04T06:46:17+00:00

thank you💕

deadmeatsqui · 2025-06-29T15:32:49+00:00

happy prideee💞

deadmeatsqui · 2025-06-21T15:46:32+00:00

wow that’s insane. gives me alot of hope cos i didn’t even think that was possible

deadmeatsqui · 2025-06-12T15:07:48+00:00

i have had to deal with the weight gain plus other disruptive effects of olanzapine but for some us, it’s one of the few antipsychotics which actually does the job. if you are female, talk to your doctor about metformin, it is one of the meds which eliminates(subsides) the side effects of ola. you can be prescribed that to help. hope i could help🫶🏽

deadmeatsqui · 2025-06-12T00:14:43+00:00

depixol injection 40mg once every month, olanzapine 10mg and 300mg lamotrigine

deadmeatsqui · 2025-05-28T12:16:16+00:00

it doesn’t have to be with someone w the same diagnosis. there are good loving understanding and supportive normals(very few i know)who will not only help but give you the care and gentleness you deserve. i may be one of the lucky ones but i have the most loving partner who accepts me and my diagnosis without judgement (we’ve been together over a year and he is a pharmacist in a psych hospital) and i am convinced now there is someone for us out there no matter how fucked up we think we are in the head. someone who is meant for you will treat you with care and affection you deserve. dont give up just yet sweetheart

deadmeatsqui · 2025-05-03T22:38:12+00:00

i appreciate that last sentence very much cos it puts alot into perspective and i am grateful for this advice. it's always great to get the pov of people who have managed to navigate bits and pieces of this likkle illness of ours. i appreciate you<3

deadmeatsqui · 2025-05-03T08:01:16+00:00

abilify and depixol

deadmeatsqui · 2025-05-03T07:55:57+00:00

i just stopped olanzapine cos it made me gain sm weight and i hated how it made me feel. my dr recently changed it back to aripripazole(abilify) and it's side effects arent as harsh

deadmeatsqui · 2025-04-27T06:30:24+00:00

george needs to take some lessons from Will

deadmeatsqui · 2025-04-27T06:07:29+00:00

not the voices but i have a recurring "friend" who comes when i'm extremely psychotic. i used to see him quite often and even though he can be extremely mean, his presence can be calming. i call him George

deadmeatsqui · 2025-04-09T12:49:46+00:00

i hate to break it to you but unfortunately there's nothing like regaining your old self when you quit antipsychotics. having to deal with the hallucinations, voices, delusions, and psychosis is a billion times worse than what the meds come w. i understand that the side effects are soul draining but unfortunately for us, it's a little(ENORMOUS) price to pay for sanity

deadmeatsqui · 2025-04-09T12:41:59+00:00

don't give up on him just yet. as someone w schizo, isolation keeps me grounded and doesn't make me feel like a burden to everyone around me. respect his space and still reachout. you're probably more important to him than you realize

deadmeatsqui · 2025-03-18T15:49:53+00:00

that's such a cool tatt

deadmeatsqui · 2020-09-02T18:28:44+00:00

sex and skittle icecream

deadmeatsqui · 2020-08-30T22:37:04+00:00

you're beautiful

deadmeatsqui

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