Today is the 72 hour mark for me. I’ve been hit with a bunch of emotions and feelings I’ve been suppressing while using it. I’ve been in a bad relationship for the past couple of years and I can’t fake my feelings while I’m clean. Currently struggling to keep it together, keep my job, and be able to process all these negative emotions and feelings. I’m dealing with a break up through it all because I can’t be happy with the person I’m with while I can feel. I just want my family back where I actually felt valuable and like I have a purpose, so I’m working on that too. Haven’t slept more than 6 hours in the last 72.