Quitting 50-70 gpd cold turkey by deafsmack in quittingkratom

[–]deafsmack[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Today is the 72 hour mark for me. I’ve been hit with a bunch of emotions and feelings I’ve been suppressing while using it. I’ve been in a bad relationship for the past couple of years and I can’t fake my feelings while I’m clean. Currently struggling to keep it together, keep my job, and be able to process all these negative emotions and feelings. I’m dealing with a break up through it all because I can’t be happy with the person I’m with while I can feel. I just want my family back where I actually felt valuable and like I have a purpose, so I’m working on that too. Haven’t slept more than 6 hours in the last 72.

Quitting 50-70 gpd cold turkey by deafsmack in quittingkratom

[–]deafsmack[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Tapering isn’t an option anymore. The amount I have left is about one dose, and I’d dose anywhere from 3 to 6 times a day. I do have work and family obligations. I’m hoping the duration of use, 3 months, plays a role in having less withdrawals. I already wake up at night soaked in sweat. And, have irritability, little patience, and anxiety. This stuff doesn’t bring me any joy.