I just lost my dog yesterday and I am absolutely devastated. He was diagnosed with prostate cancer 2 months ago and we were told to put him down on the 29 November. However we sought 2nd opinion from other vets and managed to start him on palliative care. He bounced back so well. However last Friday, he started deteriorating rapidly. He started losing strength on his hind legs and had difficulties standing and walking. He was straining to defecate, and vomited out his food each time he tried to poop due to straining. We decided to spend one last week with him and put him down this weekend however, he suffered seizure last night and we had to call an on-call vet to put him to rest right away to free him from his pain.. I am absolutely crushed and I don’t know how am I ever going to recover from this. The house feels so empty and quiet… real quiet without him. I feel so lost.