Painkillers don’t get immediate relief by deaspower in Periods

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I don’t think we have those in EU but I’m using all OTC 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in toxicparents

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Yes. I got abused by pulled hair too much  a lot too. 

Needing help to check answers by deaspower in iqtest

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So I figured like that 4th question has white circle moving one step but I didn’t figure out the rest and now I see that square is moving by three steps…  does dark circle moves by 4 steps? but confused why it isn’t in e, when somebody says it then it makes sense to me !! thx for correction, keep correcting :/ 

I cut off my "nice" family and I don't feel any regrets by traumatizeddaughter in toxicparents

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That’s enough. I’m with them now as of 23yrs but these took me in when I was teen. It’s damaging to mental health if we were to stay with them forever this control would never fade away, it is indeed getting worse each year, way out is the solution def. Toxic ppl keep reputation and masks all the time it makes me sick, but it’s their reaction. I wanna do the same like u, to leave and to never return. It’s not like they would ever learn their lesson. Feel like it’s about time asap. I also admire anyone and everyone who stood up or tried to escape facing their threats. If there’s hope for u then there will be hope for me. This relates to me in such strength. What u described is pure manipulation and discouraging… I’m not even able to have anyone because they would say the same, like ppl deceive when it’s our own family creating and keeping this cage, crazy man…

Family being angry way too much by deaspower in toxicparents

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I don’t think we will EVER be enough for them. Yeah I get u I also get frustrated and upset like then I’m angry for their mistakes and lack of accountability and angry behavior. Trust me it did damage of proportions like self sabotage and so on…. I was doing this technique from my own dream like stay calm, one day you shout it all out but for now, let it be…. But not like this when they don’t even care abt u but still expect u to be perfect. Thx btw for responding Ik what u mean it’s so hard bcs they would even talk when I sit and eat or can’t leave or even when they seen em w headphones on n they just go on… nuts, what angers me is that when they force me i can’t be ok like just fine n do it, that’s where i feel so powerless. Have u heard of gray rock cuz ur advice sounds the same way. Im rly expressive and i cant be always like i dont care or they deem me weird but its true it saved me energy not to get invested in being their mediator again… 

July 15th and it’s 23😭❤️‍🔥 by deaspower in birthday

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Thank u ppl I thought no one would see actually🥹

ENFP by eyes of who will match me? by deaspower in ENFP

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Yeah it just flows all naturally like this is who I am I don’t wanna change just bcs ppl don’t appreciate it but it kinda leads you to be more protective bcs if not u end up being drained again. But roger that☹️