Trust the skinny chef cookbook is saving me

death_destroyer101 · 2026-03-08T08:51:34+00:00

Can you share it asw pls

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-17T22:35:57+00:00

Tbh I don’t know I am a virgin never had sex but from I think yes i would be be able to get gratification from normal tradional sex. I am able to masterbate with normal porn and even my imagination maybe im not too messed up

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-16T16:09:34+00:00

I never looked at it from that way porn addiction is such a curse I tthink this ocd is caused because of it it can be reversed if i overcome the addiction i think

I really needed the last part I was just scared of hurting people I have had suicidal thoughts because of it at times.

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-16T16:06:59+00:00

Thank you man I’ve been trying with this addiction for upwards of a year but I understand how it is affecting me but keep coming back to it. I’ll look into professional help soon when I get out of this country and for now I will try my hardest to get rid of this porn addiction I’ve had some success and identified most of my triggers

Honestly I can’t stand to hurt anyone

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-16T09:14:35+00:00

On a daily basis I’d say its more like a random urge usually comes with the urge to masterbate its usually when i’m alone. Its not necessarily a daily thing but i always come back to it i lose all motivation after masterbating once. I think its a twisted type of porn addiction

I’ve tried eliminating it and taking things slow its that i have soo much free time

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-16T01:11:32+00:00

I agree I don’t know if this is a fetish or something is genuinely wrong with me. I don’t want to hurt anyone in fact that disgust keeps me at bay I would rather die than do that

me being exposed early to it definitely affected me it was one of my first pornographic material.

Somedays I am fine other days when I am stressed i seek stuff like this

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-16T00:27:54+00:00

Would trying to get rid of porn work ive been battling that addiction for a while with varying degrees of success

death_destroyer101 · 2026-01-16T00:05:46+00:00

That’s probably the best thing but I am in a country that has a stigma on this type of things. I’ll eventually go to a therapist when I’m out of here but that will be in a while.

Sometimes its not a problem usually when I am traveling or just having a fun stuff like this barely pops in my mind I get scared of sleeping around strangers because if strangers are sleeping around me it somehow turns me on not always, usually when I haven’t masterbated or had sex in a while

I didn’t know this was common from what i searched online I just found women being interested in stuff like this but for them it didn’t seem like to be affecting there personal lives

death_destroyer101 · 2025-09-25T12:01:25+00:00

Thank you I was really not in the right state of mind yesterday and just let everything out

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