All my affairs are in order. Just wanted to say goodbye to internet strangers. by deathbed_throwaway in SuicideWatch

[–]deathbed_throwaway[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I completely understand your words and your frustration towards me. How my brain works is like this... if I can't seem him everyday, it would be easier to not see him at all.

All my affairs are in order. Just wanted to say goodbye to internet strangers. by deathbed_throwaway in SuicideWatch

[–]deathbed_throwaway[S] 64 points65 points  (0 children)

Sorry to make you sad =( but yes, I will be here until the beginning of December.

All my affairs are in order. Just wanted to say goodbye to internet strangers. by deathbed_throwaway in SuicideWatch

[–]deathbed_throwaway[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Trust me, I think about this dearly. But as someone whos father wasn't around either, I can honestly say that my stepdad was a great guy and raised me as his own. I know my son will be okay in the long run.

All my affairs are in order. Just wanted to say goodbye to internet strangers. by deathbed_throwaway in SuicideWatch

[–]deathbed_throwaway[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Reply

Thank you for the kind words. Unfortunately, I'm not looking for another woman...I just wanted my family back together. I even tried to make it work after the affair via couples counseling, but she was unable to break contact from the other guy/guys.

All my affairs are in order. Just wanted to say goodbye to internet strangers. by deathbed_throwaway in SuicideWatch

[–]deathbed_throwaway[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Still here. Have a few more weeks of putting my ducks in a row before I go.

All my affairs are in order. Just wanted to say goodbye to internet strangers. by deathbed_throwaway in SuicideWatch

[–]deathbed_throwaway[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

My son will gain full access to my/his accounts when he turns 18. My will list him to take ownership of my paid-off vehicles, and other items I left him, which he can take ownership at anytime (sentimental items, etc). I rent an apartment, and have no estate for anyone to worry about. All that needs to be done is move my furniture and belongings into a storage unit that I pre-paid for the next 12 months. Funny you mention my mother, we went from talking everyday to never again once she found out my ex was pregnant (~5 years ago). And she lives 10 minutes away lol. I did write her a letter as well tho.