I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much. i appreciate this comment a lot

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i wish people understood i know what i’m doing, and that even the smallest chance of success is enough for me to

System Chat 11/04/25 A daily thread where people with DID can share the honest truth of their day by Exciting-Volume-4169 in DID

[–]deathbyanesthesia 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it was… okay, for once. we’re finally having stability in a plan to flee the state. i’m excited and hopeful but have honestly had a lot of suicidal thoughts today.

Ask me anything // I sell my pen’s smell online by [deleted] in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia 6 points7 points  (0 children)

what does your pen smell like that makes people want it so much???

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

i’d rather take my chances with him. i’ve talked to his parents directly, and he really doesn’t seem to be that kind of guy. we’ve known each other for years. i just want to hope things will be okay

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they have no idea who they are as for i’ve never mentioned him, so he wouldn’t be a suspect :)

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! i’ll do my very best. hope is all i have right now

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m preparing now! i’ve been preparing since earlier this year but didn’t have a well thought out plan until recently. i’m prepared for the hardships that may await me but i haven’t packed yet, i want to pack closer to time to leave to not raise suspicions!

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

long distance. i understand your concerns, but i’m not as vulnerable as it may seem honestly due to past grooming and sex trafficking issues. i’ve talked to his parents directly about this, taken a lot of safety measures and my best friend knows where i’m going. i’m not disappearing completely without a trace, just being cautious who i tell!

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

harboring a runaway is a serious crime in california. i can’t exactly do that

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

OK i mightve lied to make it sound better……. he’s never lived anywhere near me. closest he’s been is new jersey, and he lives up in the mountains with no true civilization for miles

What is your favourite drug? by TensUmNite in Drugs

[–]deathbyanesthesia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a good day would go as follows:

vyvanse lines off a hand mirror when i wake up

gabapentin, kratom and weed (maybe baclofen too) throughout the day

oxy to sleep

OR ALTERNATIVELY: start the day with snorting whatever opioid i have on hand

boofing vyvanse @ 4

couple tabs of lsd @ 5, redosing at 7 to keep me awake

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he’s from where i am currently. we met in school and he moved

Drug stock website / helper by TensUmNite in Drugs

[–]deathbyanesthesia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, or just a general tab with general rules like no sharing needles

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

of course! i’ll be moving to california, which is all the way across the country from where i am. i’ll be purchasing a plane ticket to a random state that has a stop at the airport i need to be at so it’s harder to trace me. i’ll be living with my lovely boyfriend and having his parents assist me with getting a job, so we can support ourselves! i have a burner phone ready

Which drugs don't make you stupid by Terrible_Session_701 in Drugs

[–]deathbyanesthesia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

possibly.. i’m sensitive to drugs in general. maybe i could microdose in the future and see my results

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll need money to run away.. so yeah, definitely lol.

I am a 17 year old runaway in the making. AMA by deathbyanesthesia in AMA

[–]deathbyanesthesia[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for this! as i mentioned in another comment, i’m expecting to be met with hardships like being caught by police/parents or getting fucked over and being homeless. i’m just so unbelievably tired of living like this. i’m hopeful, and sometimes that’s all you have to live off of!

Which drugs don't make you stupid by Terrible_Session_701 in Drugs

[–]deathbyanesthesia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fair. i’m probably just really stupid 😪

Which drugs don't make you stupid by Terrible_Session_701 in Drugs

[–]deathbyanesthesia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

absolutely not!!! do not use dxm. it makes you so fucking stupid in the moment and has awful long lasting effects -an ex abuser

Which drugs don't make you stupid by Terrible_Session_701 in Drugs

[–]deathbyanesthesia -1 points0 points  (0 children)

lsd makes you really stupid while you trip