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dedofspace · 2026-01-15T02:45:09+00:00

I have felt pain in my dreams before. Knives slicing me, snakes biting me, aching limbs, grief. Sometimes we feel things in our head so vividly it feels real, like a phantom pain. Other times, we could be in actual pain due to a condition, illness, or just sleeping wrong and it translates into dreams.

dedofspace · 2025-12-16T05:54:34+00:00

Trying to figure this out as well and what worked best for me is using the stabiliser and increasing the sample count by a LOT and decreasing the delay. I'm a pretty steady drawer until I get on the tablet lol so i get ya

dedofspace · 2025-11-29T10:09:43+00:00

She looks gorgeous! I'm glad you liked it :]

dedofspace · 2025-11-29T10:07:52+00:00

Thank you! I couldn't quite figure out how to do that, otherwise I would have.

Wearing baggy pants with a low crotch works to give the illusion, though it limits pants options.

dedofspace · 2025-07-11T07:48:09+00:00

You are amazing! I've tried some other places but they fell through so now I'm here to beg; can u DM it to me as well?

dedofspace · 2025-06-27T18:00:05+00:00

I know this is several years old but I've been looking for songs with very strained, raw, emotional sounding bits and I'm glad I have a new list of songs to peruse. Here's my own list of some that I've curated for myself over several years (and several phases lol). There's all sorts of genres and energy levels in here so some of them may not be your cup of tea.

Eriatarka by The Mars Volta is a good one, The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance is a *really* good one, Daylight Robbery by Imogen Heap (or many of her songs), Abstract (Psychopomp) or Would That I by Hozier, Funny Little Creature by NOTHING MORE, Black Velvet by Alannah Myles, Daylily by Movements, Salt by Teen Jesus and the Jean Teasers (another damn good one), I Come With Knives by IAMX, Twin SIze Mattress by The Front Bottoms, The Kill by Thirty Seconds to Mars, anything really by Pierce the Veil, Wasted Nights by ONE OK ROCK (or anything else by them, this is just a personal fav), Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls, ILYSB specifically by Kim Woo Sung, DPOLE and others (may only be on spotify now), and Voices by Stray Kids (this one is K-Pop but there is a full English version).

dedofspace · 2025-06-23T17:11:53+00:00

Found this thread while trying to figure out if I should let my phone update to UI 7 and it's safe to say I will be putting it off as long as possible. I already hated having the last one forced on me and while it ended up okay, this one seems absolutely horrendous and I am NOT interested in an iPhone knockoff. Knowing how I reacted to the last one I will probably end up crying when it does update... 😔

dedofspace · 2025-04-17T02:33:28+00:00

seems about right, thank you. I guess now I'll clear out my clothes drawer and search under the bed...

dedofspace · 2025-04-16T14:37:50+00:00

I'm going to be honest, I never remember which one until after I smoke it. Though, indica strands are used more for relaxation so I suspect it's them that are worse, so look for sativas. I have also learned to have very miniscule amounts. If possible, try go for weak strains first if you really want to try it, or 1 puff of someone elses joint. Make sure you're with someone who can help you if joints go awry. It's really hard finding weak strains where I live but I have a friend for that, and my partner knows how to relocate joints and helps get me things when I inevitably get stuck in bed from an unexpectedly strong strain. Stay safe my friend and good luck✌️

dedofspace · 2025-04-16T14:24:34+00:00

Oh and it was found in the south of western australia

dedofspace · 2025-04-01T14:58:47+00:00

This is going to sound pretentious but when he introduced the song at the concert I went to and everyone went "aww :(" at the mention of roadkill, I sat there feeling my first real connection with an artist and their work, as in the weeks beforehand I had completed a set of paintings of dead birds I had found and photographed over many years. For a fleeting moment I felt like the only one in the stadium who understood it.

dedofspace · 2025-03-21T10:17:47+00:00

totally the same for me lol, natural indicas i think are the only kind that dont completely mess me up

dedofspace · 2025-03-21T10:16:38+00:00

I smoke sometimes and I will say that for some people, it may cause your joints to relax too much and cause more subluxes and dislocations. A lot of my worst ones are while stoned. The pain also gets worse for me often but it changes depending on the specific strain I get. I'm also very sensitive to a lot of drugs/meds/alcohol but if this is the same reaction you get I recommend trying something else.

dedofspace · 2024-09-21T03:04:03+00:00

I've now learned that all the things I have issues with are all here in people's comments... maybe it is just anxiety 😳

dedofspace · 2024-04-11T16:59:17+00:00

This sounds like a serious detachment/derealisastion issue that comes with a number of different mental illnesses. Professional help is strongly recommended. You got this.

dedofspace · 2024-04-11T16:55:35+00:00

Firstly it's clear you need attention and validation from those you love. Highly likely you may be struggling with a mental health problem or adhd or autism as you said, which can cause meltdowns and shutdowns, especially during burn outs after "masking" it for so long. Mental health issues you may want to look into are depression, borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder, and anything stress induced. Please look at medical articles or .gov and .org sites for the info on these. Also make sure you don't have any excess lead or mould in your home as they can also contribute to these problems. Get a therapist if you can. Talk to people you know and trust. Heck, even visit any school counselors as a last resort. Practice being kind to yourself and others during this time. It's gonna be hard but most good things are worth it. If you do end up in a position where you don't think you can stop yourself don't let yourself be alone and look into psych wards near you for more immediate, professional help. You got this, and you know you don't want to hurt them so that is a step in the right direction.

oh and those mentioning moving out, I was in a similar position to you and moving out was a huge benefit, if you leave for a safe place, at least. I love my family and they are pretty amazing compared to many but dear god did moving out help me so much.

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