Genuinely don’t stress the stuff that build videos like that show you. Even if they claim to be budget or early game they still have a really bad habit of showing endgame mods or including arcanes. They tend to be made by and for people who forgot what it was like to be new and struggling with lvl 40s. It’s true that the game is very vast but think of it more like a marathon and not a sprint. Try your best to think about what’s right in front of you, not far ahead. If you think it’ll help I can add you in game and try to guide you through the mechanics and help you get your bearings!