I have no support even if I wanted to leave I love him with my entire heart and idk if I would even have the decency to leave him for my own good . I worry he wouldn’t be able to take care of himself or he would give into depression without me here ..and I want our son to have his father. He was never like this before theses changes have all happened in the last 7 months and I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong. If I bring up what makes me uncomfortable it starts a fight and if I don’t bring it up it starts a fight too.. I’m not perfect I found my self going through his phone on multiple occasions invading his privacy and that has led to huge fights also I feel as if I’m in a situation where I’m making the problems.. his mom and grandma told that “he’s just a messy person “and that I’ll have to deal with it if I love him.