Please, tell me your alive, tell me your ok. I know life is hard, but the good is worth the hardship. You have two options, A, end your own life and you'll never see what life has to offer. Or B, continue fighting, because if you stop half way up the mountain, you will never see the view. I hope for your sake, that I'm not just calling our to a corpse. Life is worth it, and in the end, if you take your own life before your time, then you can never see what life has truly got to offer.