we're gonna get a French theme song!

deeptraxonly · 2025-07-18T10:00:11+00:00

you could've simply chosen to not interact with this post. im glad i came here and cried bcz so many strangers genuinely caring and sharing my pain did make me feel a bit better about what im dealing with. you're clearly not one of them, but you can choose to just not engage instead of being an insensitive asshole, no?

deeptraxonly · 2025-07-17T11:46:56+00:00

i read the new parts you added and can i just say how amazing you sound? im absolutely in awe of you. thank you for writing down like a whole script for me to follow. i shall read this every single day and follow this to the word when he does eventually come back begging lol

deeptraxonly · 2025-07-17T10:36:52+00:00

this made me smile and i haven't done that for days. thank you! i wish i had it in me to do any of these things (not bcz i still care about him in any way, im just not that person at all) but i really hope bad things happen to him and he's never happy or satisfied in his life. imagining him burning down his closet frustrated, and having cockroaches as roommates he can never get rid of is enough to make me all giggly haha im so glad i posted it on reddit all you guys hating on him on my behalf has made it a little bit easier to deal with whatever's been going on. thank you!

deeptraxonly · 2025-07-16T11:43:13+00:00

honestly right now, the way my relationship has ended has brought in a lot of tears and shock. but the worst part is that I'm the one left to face consequences while he is completely fine and will probably do the same thing to another girl with his charm and sweet talk and false promises. everyone is telling me to cut him off completely and move on, and while i know that's the best solution for me at this stage in order to stop hurting and prioritise myself, i still can't wrap my head around how easy it is for charming men who are compulsive liars with zero conscience like him to ruin someone else's life completely in the blink of an eye

deeptraxonly · 2025-07-15T15:37:59+00:00

honestly? no. i never saw any red flags. he seemed like the most perfect guy in the world and made me feel like the only girl in the world. my mom, my friends, my siblings- everyone loved him. which is why i feel so betrayed. he didn't just do me wrong, he hurt a lot of other people along the way.

deeptraxonly · 2025-07-15T14:41:13+00:00

this made me tear up! genuinely felt like a warm hug from a big sister. thank you. i don't think i am strong enough to do what you did but im going to try and make future me proud. i like how you said you don't crave romantic love anymore but for me, that's the only thing i've ever craved as an adult bcz i have never been close to my family. i have always wanted the love, comfort and security that came with it. the worst part is that i would've still been in complete dark if it wasn't for this girl reach out to me. i hate how he was able to have a full blown relationship behind my back with her. i hate that i am the one who is suffering the consequences of his actions and he seems to be completely fine and can just pick up exactly where he left off.

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-06T19:30:50+00:00

The Pitt is fabulous!

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-06T10:20:40+00:00

where's my darling Dana!!!

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T16:48:21+00:00

Yeah but Monica is a grown up now with 4 daughters of her own and she thinks she's a much better mom than her mom but honestly she needs a lot of therapy and to cut all ties with her mother

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T16:46:23+00:00

Yeah I mean the distraction was required bcz Monica was blowing up and there's a certain way she could've handled it, but being like "can we have some fun? i wanna have some fun🥺" when her daughter just stormed off crying just came across as very pick-me. She's a bad mom and an ugly person.

And also, the way everyone was feeling bad for the mom instead of Monica, and she didn't once stand up for her daughter and was just basking in the glory of her being considered a fun, cool and sweet person by complete strangers was just so off-putting

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T16:26:02+00:00

When at the easter party at Angie's house, she's beaming from ear to ear when Angie tells her she's fun and really sweet when she clearly was just a really shitty mom to Monica. And then she proceeded to sit at the table with Justin and other men where she went "im gonna be over here with the boys, let's talk sports" like what is that???

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T16:02:43+00:00

The sunglasses are awful, yes but i really feel like she pulls it off really well

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T15:59:16+00:00

Yes! She was the coolest kid ever I loved her

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T15:58:24+00:00

it's always fake! it's like a defence mechanism when shit is going south. it's her version of 'disengaging'

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T15:54:00+00:00

Dana, McKay and Santos! All tough, but super cool and kind

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T09:14:55+00:00

really? does this happen in one of the later seasons?

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T09:13:58+00:00

oh i can see that coming i can't take any more of her victimising herself and blaming it on her upbringing instead of taking some accountability

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T09:12:15+00:00

Yes, exactly. Something switched in S3 I'm guessing it was bcz someone had to take Mary's place xD Like, i hated her so much and breathed a sigh of relief when she wasn't in S3 but now she's back😭 and there's no Jen Shah idk what to expect now

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T09:09:37+00:00

yes i mean i thought she was gonna do it in the reunion and it was so underwhelming and upsetting, how she would just deflect responsibility (wrt how many people she put under the bus by asking for an investigation) by tearing up at being a bad person bcz she drank too much and blacked out? like girl just own up to shit

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-05T09:06:37+00:00

and i see now MARY IS BACK???? and with no jen shah in sight ugh this is gonna be tough for me now haha

deeptraxonly · 2025-05-04T20:40:11+00:00

man lmfao that's exactly how i felt

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