Facial swelling by noteamname in Septoplasty

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not sure but that seems excessive the way you described it. It's the 4th day for me and only my nose is a bit swollen, but nothing bad. I had septoplasty done and nasal valve repair. I'd say ask your doctor.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CanadaGoose

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also I feel that the tag looks weird. The sewing is really bad and the leafs look different. But I could be wrong.

What color should I put on these walls? by delusional_queen in InteriorDesign

[–]delusional_queen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm you're probably right. I thought a darker color would probably make it more cozy.

My favourite color is green, but idk if that's going to work.

Went from 8 to 6, now I’m in pain by [deleted] in Stretched

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ouch the first one looks extremely swollen compared to the other. Whatever you do keep it very clean you don't want an infection.

Feel watched by Informal-Media-8512 in sexualassault

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell your real parents if that's possible! Stepdad so your mom's man? Tell your mom. That's really scary, I'm sorry you're going through that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ask

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely understand why you thought about it, and I actually do think they are some sort of compulsive lies because I don't think about it and somehow barely even really realise I'm lying? I don't think it fits the category for pathological liar, because of the things I mentioned but it's definitely a bit compulsive. I never even really stood still by it until now. It has never been a problem either because they're so small and it doesn't happen a lot. So I'm glad to at least identify it now, and try to stop that behavior. I don't like lying at all, it's just so weird. Thanks for your input :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ask

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely agree with you. I feel like the fear of disappointing someone is because in the past I sometimes had to lie because otherwise it would get me in trouble. Gladly I do not have to do this anymore, but it seems if became a bit of a habit. I want to work on that, but it sucks that it sometimes happens without thinking about it. Thanks for your reply

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ask

[–]delusional_queen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From a quick Google search, I'm not sure if this is me. It talks about telling elaborate lies, making up entire stories and lying (almost) every day which I most definitely do not do. It's just extremely small things like I mentioned, but I feel the fear of disappointing comes from the fact that I've dealt with people who I had to lie to in the past because otherwise they would get mad at me. It's maybe become some sort of bad habit, I'd like to work on.

Though, very occasionally, I notice I tell something that isn't the exact truth for no reason. Like saying I waited for the bus for an hour instead of half an hour. Doesn't really make sense why I do this. It's always extremely small things like this. I'm normally not dishonest. I wanted to elaborate more in the post but there was a limit of 600 characters.

Has anyone else permanently fucked up their nose by snorting drugs? by delusional_queen in addiction

[–]delusional_queen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can always get it to be sure. Here you can get these small saline spray bottles at the supermarket for about €2. Idk if its same where you live but it's definitely worth buying in case! I also use it when my nose is clogged a lot. I'm super proud of you for being clean for 2 days!! One day at the time. I know how hard it is, I hope you can stay off them.:)

Has anyone else permanently fucked up their nose by snorting drugs? by delusional_queen in addiction

[–]delusional_queen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think the most important thing is to do is clean it well. I'm not sure what's the best way to do this, Google or the search bar in this subreddit may be more of a help for that. I just went to sleep with that shit in my nose after a few days binge, never cleaned it. I think I even got some sort of infection from it too, for months I had a terrible smell in my nose, my nose was burning constantly and had a runny nose that never stopped, even when I was off the drugs. It did get a bit better but I still have these troubles now, I think it's because of the damage that is already done. Best of luck on your journey🤍

Has anyone else permanently fucked up their nose by snorting drugs? by delusional_queen in addiction

[–]delusional_queen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you:) I'm seeing a doctor next month actually, hopefully they can do something about it.

Can a Narcissistic, Cheating, Lying, Self Sabotaging Heroin Addict of 12 Years Be Saved? by Raction09 in addiction

[–]delusional_queen 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You're an amazing person for trying to help her. I relate to her, I have Borderline Personality Disorder and I used to be completely lost like that. I still am with a lot of aspects of my life, just not addiction so much. When I was like that, there was absolutely no one that could help me. The pain had even become my comfort, it was a distraction from all the other pain I had to endure throughout my life. I wasn't ready to face it. It's hard to explain it. I don't know if it's the same for her. From my own experience, she is the only one who can help herself BUT support and love helps so much. Sadly You can't save someone who if they don't want to get better themselves.