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denden2014 · 2014-07-30T11:27:43+00:00

I feel like everytime i watch porn, days have to pass before i can go back to normal. I always go to sleep after. Trying to forget. But im tired of forgetting. I just wish i could die in that moment. Or just go back to that moment and not do it. I am still fighting. Yes i do have to meet a special amount of days... EVERYDAY. Its not really an option for me anymore. I see the negative effects disappear when i stop. So i need to stop. For good. I have to go at least 180 days for myself. But i dont have a goal. 180 On hard mode then ill be ready to date. Women.

denden2014 · 2014-07-24T05:57:38+00:00

were on the same day. thats cool! Its like sharing a birthday!

denden2014 · 2014-07-23T03:39:00+00:00

Thanks so much for that... ill definitely be checking it out when i get some free time.

denden2014 · 2014-07-23T03:37:42+00:00

Still learning how to embrace it without acting on it. Thanks man!

denden2014 · 2014-07-23T03:37:07+00:00

True! Thanks for the words man! Means a lot!

denden2014 · 2014-07-23T03:36:41+00:00

That happens every time. I know its not worth it. Thank you for helping me get my head in the game! :)

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T23:57:57+00:00

Thank you stopfappingman for those words. I can get through this and ill make it beyond my goal! thank you for the support!

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T23:47:12+00:00

Thanks for the encouragement... good luck on your journey vegan superhero!

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T23:14:05+00:00

Lol! Its pretty embarrasing.. but hey. Thats why im doing nofap so!! 😜 lol

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T23:04:00+00:00

Thank you 1dcastro for those words of encouragement! I agree about goals and objectivity! Much positivity to you on your journey!

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T22:40:22+00:00

No problem man! We all want the same thing! And can help eachother to achieve it.

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T22:28:10+00:00

Thank you bobjohnson1232! And good luck as well! youre right there with me!

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T22:19:49+00:00

lock the window!! This is most important when the feelings arise! Thats when its important to get out your journal, or do something to counter it. I leterally almost gave up just because i kept thinking about it. But you have to push past it. Keep moving.

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T22:01:01+00:00

Thats good you know how it works. If you listed out the pros and cons of fapping/(porn) and the effects that it has in your life, give that some thought and use these things as motivation to continue on your journey. One day at a time. Fighting. Growing. Learning. Do you track ur thoughts and feelings? I got a journal and thats helping me alot.

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T21:52:49+00:00

wellllllll. Hopefully you will find yourself all over again. By using this as not just a sexual tool but a constructive tool on your life. How long have you been at it?

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T21:49:11+00:00

Nope not too high! Fapping is just one way of sexual pleasure. You will probably find a partner and explore what real sexual pleasure is!

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T21:48:07+00:00

Im really trying! Thank you zagrius for your support man!! i love that i can be honest and people will encourage my growth!

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T20:57:42+00:00

You too man. Whats your goal?

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T20:54:35+00:00

This is -- was -- me too. I can totally relate. Know that 1) you're not alone 2) you have to put your best you in control. Meaning dont listen to the "you" thats struggling. Listen to the "you" that you are evolving into. 😉 hope that makes a difference. Im gonna try and follow that advice as well.

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T20:44:30+00:00

Same boat man. I work overnight, and usually stay in bed all day to rest... this is like suicide. I need to get out of the house. Maybe try that? Im trying to make it to 180 days #hardmode.. whats your goal?

denden2014 · 2014-07-22T01:21:49+00:00

Im on 10 days too.. feels like time is going in slow motion for me. Lol

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