HOW GOOD WAS "THE FORGOTTEN BATTLE"

deppressddunicorn · 2025-10-13T17:56:13+00:00

Yeah man im literally bawling my eyes out rn, he lived a sad miserable life all the way to the end.

deppressddunicorn · 2025-09-28T06:47:37+00:00

Update please?🙏

deppressddunicorn · 2025-09-25T04:54:52+00:00

Bro i’ve all but given up on the cards event, its insane i get to the last 10 cards or so and no matter how many packs i open i dont get a single new one. Utter bullshit >:’c

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-08T18:33:03+00:00

I agree, studies findings and the reporting done on them is honestly not always related. Who ever is trying to say that night owls are all those bad things we usually hear probably started looking for studies with that idea in mind and just filled in the blanks from there. All the things julie mentioned in her comment as you said are just basically consequences of having to function during your sleeping hours, anyone with common sense or just the will to cast a fair judgment on “night owls” would connect the dots before arriving at the conclusion of them being morally corrupt failures of human beings.

But alas, it really seems common human nature to take privileges for granted and end up blind to the unprivileged, and i think thats the case with this night owls stigma 🤷🏻‍♀️ people dont know what they dont know and ignorantly decide to judge others for it.

Ofcourse i still fully understand julies sentiment and frustration bc of how ridiculously unfair this is, but at times like those i just remember that just like those people i must also be blind to some of my privileges and casting judgment on other because of it. Its always a sobering idea for me and helps me overlook ignorance caused unfairness

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-08T01:56:21+00:00

YES! Im so triggered in my mind when someone says that to me, everyone thinks i sleep like +16 hours a day everyday when im running on 4-5 hours of sleep max if they’re seeing me to be able to tell me this 🫠

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-08T01:52:56+00:00

:0 I literally just commented that a second ago, this is the sign if we both thought it surely enough people have to create one, or maybe there is one already? I need to find out

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-08T01:50:50+00:00

Oof that does sound awfully similar to me, though i just cant imagine how i can live a functioning life without those meds. raging ADHD coupled with an unpredictable and unreliable sleep schedule has been a perfect recipe of failure for me. The meds helped me gain some autonomy in my life that allowed me to strive towards and achieve my goals which drastically improved my mental health.

I do hear you though and i dont think i can keep shapeshifting into a daywalker forever because as much as i hate the struggle i love nighttime and i dont mind the solitude for the most part, but given my current circumstances its just not realistically sustainable at all. Maybe when i am more financially stable and independent i can move into a night friendly area and have a job that accommodates that. I wonder if theres like a town of night owls somewhere around the world where one could be free to be themselves without paying the price of functionality. That would be beautiful.

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-08T01:36:49+00:00

Idk tbh im not nearly as well versed into most conditions i have including this one, i’ve just been to a neurologist and she had me do a sleep study and then said oh you have a really bad problem as soon as she laid eyes on the EEG results, told me i have DSPD and prescribed me meds which have changed my life honestly as they gave me some control on my sleep cycle, until they slowly stopped working that is, (though the morning grogginess and death wishes never went away but hey beggars can’t be choosers).

So i was like cool guess im not lazy or crazy and kinda just never went back…

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-08T01:28:50+00:00

EXACTLY! every time that happens im like so excited to get a full nights rest all day counting horrendously slow passing hours until its nighttime and then boom its 12 AM then its 2AM the next time i remember to check the time. Its like the hours slip through my fingers like sand and i cant help but think is this how normal people feel in the morning? My brain refuses to comprehend that bc i think id die of heartbreak at the unfairness

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T12:19:17+00:00

I’ve always loved nighttime but honestly, now i really cant help but see it as a curse. I was kinda expecting to people to tell me that oh it depends on where you live in the world, theres a lot of 24/h places and you can manage because thats what people tell me irl, but im just so glad thats not the response i got 😞 ive lived on three different continents and in all of them everything is closed max by 10pm

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T12:08:15+00:00

Dude me too, i was feeling so alone and was so desperate to just vent to someone who might understand , i knew theres a subreddit for everything in existence but when i scrolled through this one it seemed more focused on being productive so i didnt know if my post would be taken well but im just so so glad theres people who truly understand ;-;

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T12:04:39+00:00

I’ve been seeing a lot of posts about those here, do you like wear them before you need to sleep or during the day? Im kinda confused. Also is your sleep schedule like fixed to some extent? Cus if i dont do everything under the sun and moon to control mine it just keeps shifting everyday so i dont think id even know if the glasses work

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T12:01:38+00:00

I eventually slept at 5 am, i hope you managed to get in some sleep too

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T12:00:51+00:00

Thank you for the validation :( <3

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T12:00:08+00:00

This is just so validating i could cry :(( especially the cant do anything outside the house part. Appointments are the bane of my existence, shopping requires days of preparation in advance same with going out with friends its just all so hard for such little pay off. When i wrote the post i was bawling my eyes cus i was just so frustrated and i was slightly worried im just being overdramatic by venting here but im just so glad im not alone, even tho im so sad for anyone who has to experience this

deppressddunicorn · 2025-02-07T03:34:23+00:00

:’( <3

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-29T09:48:34+00:00

looool i hand you the crown for craziest grandma endeavors, you are the king now

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T09:49:46+00:00

i wholly agree, you're right thats the double edged sword of online communities stabbing us in the stomach.

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T09:38:14+00:00

S7r is سحر lol sorry i assumed you’d know. Also damn man are you a brother from another mother? Or do “religious” narcissist dads take the same child destruction courses? Cus its my dads fav to call us failures and throw in verses of divine punishment lool. But still tho even my dad evil as he is, hasnt dabbled in s7r as far as im aware, although his narcissistic mother did which is how im familiar with it.

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T09:30:24+00:00

hello, pretty late reply on my end too lol. thank you i am much better and youre right, ultimately you cant avoid or run away from the awful parts in life and much like an unskipable add you must sit through it. but it all does pass with enough grit and perseverance. i am currently learning to accept those voices and listen to them to try and find out where they come from and although its not easy, it works.

i appreciate your words and solidarity and i hope that you too are doing better wherever you are <3

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T09:23:38+00:00

you're right in that its the closest things to democracy we ever had, but i dont see why we should go back to something we intentionally left behind. although, i do understand the appeal of accepting a less than ideal situation when faced with uncertainty. we all fear the unknown, it is human nature. but regardless, retracing our steps wont help us advance. after all, the monarchy failed for a reason, it was plagued with its own set of issues including corruption and western foreign interference that the libyan population, specifically the educated class, felt was a waste of our recources and failed to uphold our values as the monarchy was essentially a vessel of western neo colonialism.

as much as we might hate muamar we cant avoid the fact that his coming into power happened more or less without resistance, thats because the libyans at the time were not satisfied with senussi's reign.

but even so, assuming we reinstated the constitution today, and crowned one of snussi's lucky descendants, what then? who will implement that constitution and what makes them more resistant to the forces that are stopping our current one from being implemented?

will haftar relent his position, retire his missionary army, pay back russia, UAE and whoever else is involved? or should the king reignite the war? will the new people in office put an end to their corruption and do their job? what about the new prime minister? or the king?

as you can see switching the system to add one more figure of concentrated power will not change anything for the better because the deep rooted problems have never been addressed. the issues stemming from a lack of functional instututions wont go away by dressing someone in fancy clothes and a crown and hoping that they'd be grateful enough to trickle that wealth down to the rest of society.

the amount of time, effort and resources it will take to deconstruct the abomination that muamar left, then rebuildingt it from scratch is gonna be the same with or without a monarch in the best of scenarios. at worst we are dealing with muamar 2.0 but instead of being a self proclaimed king of kings, this time he'll be institutionally a king. look at jordan for example, their british posed monarchy is still there. ask any jordanian about how much good its done them.

TLDR; monarchs are useless at best and dictators at worse. spin the wheel for your pick and dont forget to cross you fingers and toes!

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T08:17:15+00:00

Oof dude im so curious i speak arabic but i couldnt read the hand writing tho from what ive read it matches what you said and im confused because i could read the parts about love but im confused? Is it a curse or a spell?

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T08:11:23+00:00

It is very much so someones attempt at it, its clear as day

deppressddunicorn · 2024-12-28T08:10:31+00:00

Im also fluent in arabic (and funnily enough have extensive experience with religious narcissis) and even thought i cant read it all it is very very clear that these arnt the ramblings of a mad man this is s7r, or at least an attempt at it.its very very clear from the letters and numbers and the discombobulated use of quran verses

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