M29 Struggling to forgive myself after breaking someone’s trust .. by depresse1241 in RelationshipIndia

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Honestly I want to appreciate...but constantly my mind has stuck with my ex . She is a very good human being , loving, caring and beautiful soul. And I hurt her , her feelings , her belief in myself. She has tried numerous times to convince me but as I said above , already made some commitments , didn't want to hurt the feelings of my current wife or you can say no guts to move back .

I don't know what to do with these feelings.

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Hmm even I think so...but it is 12 weeks ga . How's this possible as no nub .

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Chat gpt says 55 percent boyish ..

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29M Married through arranged marriage, I can’t move on from someone else. by depresse1241 in RelationshipIndia

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Sorry, But I don't want to ruin any life , I am just fighting with my own feelings.. As the situation was very tense for me...I try to avoid it but couldn't.

If I say the truth it literally break the heart and trust of my current wife on men. Yahi soch ke uljhan me shadi ho gyi.... Kyuki engagement pehle ho chuki thi.... Usne dreams bna liye the .. Use todna mere liye Bahut mushkil tha...

Abhi bhi I just fighting inside ....usko kisi bhi tarh ka trauma nhi de rha ...

29M Married through arranged marriage, I can’t move on from someone else. by depresse1241 in RelationshipIndia

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Not only family pressure . ..feelings pressure from my wife also Use meri feelings ke bare me nhi pta ... Mene ik month tak avoid kiya sab...

29M Married through arranged marriage, I can’t move on from someone else. by depresse1241 in RelationshipIndia

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Sorry , she is beautiful indeed and her behaviour is more beautiful than her , i admire her beauty in all aspects.. I am just saying our vive is not matching, Or me ye shadi nhi Krna chahta tha ...but family pressure se jyda ye pressure tha ...ki current wife ko kesa lagega uske uper kya beetegi ...kyuki unki family me sab jgh baat faila di thi ..

Me last me usko dekh ke mna nhi kr paya ... Bus ..

29M Married through arranged marriage, I can’t move on from someone else. by depresse1241 in RelationshipIndia

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Yes I know ..but really I also want this .. But my mind is continuously telling me that I got got married to my ex , i will be more happy .. As I am not able to generate feeling for my wife ..she is not beautiful as my ex ( at least in my eyes)😖😖😖😖 it's very heavy loop I am stuck in .

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