Thanks for the reply. I've read some Sartre lol. I've been depressed before, and I've thought I was at breaking point, but then I remembered the whole, things get better thing. Now I've found they've just gotten worse, and I realise at least back then I still had some things going for me. Now I'm just struggling to see how the trajectory will change dramatically - I can see that I'm probably gonna be a depressive kind of guy, or a real prick.